A World Of My Own

It seems I fall in love

2011-12-19T20:47:00.003+08:00

I know it’s strange, that something’s wrong with me
If I’m thinking about you, my Left chest is keep hurting hurting
Without any reason

I try to ignore it, I hold my breath on propose
Even I live my life busily, I can’t focus at all
All day I keep thinking about you

It seems I fall in love
I think I like you
It’s okay, even only to see you
Enough to make me keep smiling

I can’t hide it
Become like this, perhaps It’s love
Because of you, I’m hurting painfully
Because of you, I’m laughing

It’s not a big deal, but I keep smiling
Even without saying anything or any reason to be nervous
I know, I know, I think now I know oh~

If I think about you, my heart is racing
My heart is keep pounding, without one I’m excited
If I can’t see you for one day

I’m not afraid, even I lose many things
If you’re by my side, I’m happy
Because of love, because I love you

Because I fall in love
I become greedy
If I can’t see you for a moment
I will curious like crazy

I can’t help it
Become like this, I think It’s love
Because of you I feel like going to die
Because of you I feel alive

Today i don't feel Good~

2011-12-14T23:21:00.003+08:00

I think you might be having someone in ur life after I saw ur previous status in FB.... I should back up~ huhuhuhu.. It hurts but I just have to know the fact~ Seriously, so far I come back to Kuching, you're the only one that capture my heart... Someone different from others~ Maybe I'm not your type.. I just have to accept that.. But at least before I end this month and forget you, I should see you at least once before you're leaving Kuching~ I miss you~ T.T

1st Time Hair Coloring~

2011-12-12T23:35:00.006+08:00

That's d material I used to Colored my hair, First I used this Bubble hair Color (Sweet Apricot) . Gosh, this is so easy for everyone.. XD Especially to those who love to DIY~ Hmm.. I'm kinda worry that the color can't enter to my hair due to my hair is toooo dark~ But at least it do look a bit orange brown on my hair.. After hair coloring, which is like Bubble wash on my hair, I rinse it off with shampoo and apply hair conditioner, Th en I dry it up with hair dryer and put th
e hair milk or also know as moisturizer which is provided in the box... After that, spray your hair with this Liese Juice Shower which it smells like Berry~ XD

Tadah!!! That's my hair outcome~ Not that bright~ But I love it~ New looks for New Thoughts~ I should Move On~ XD

I just love my wavy hair~ And now it looks a bit brownish~ Do i look like Korean? XP ahahahah~

Oh ya, I even bought lipstick, eyeliner and eye mascara for myself, since Boulevard is having sale, and it's worth to buy~ I bought them since mine eyeliner is finish~ XD I don't use much make up things, I just used face cream, eyeliner, mascara and lipstick when I feel wanna used or when hang out with friends or some special occasions~ Working bare face.. ahahah No make up~ xD~ I shop around Boulevard myself after work.. Hmm.. I used to it~

Normally all this things I would be using for a long time.. ahahahahaha~ XD I think my MAC eyeshadow still have alot.. coz i seldom used it... ^^

Deep thoughts~

2011-12-10T23:39:00.003+08:00

I should let go the stupid feeling.. ahahahahahahahaha~ You know what last 2 days which is on his birthday, I do something stupid.. I mean like passing him birthday present.. ahahahahah..... I thought wanna pass it to him personally but somehow, he's working and he's not at home I don't think I'm going to meet him there.. and what i do I just pass the gift to his housemate which I think that is kinda weird where i even ask is that his house.. LOL~ Good thing, there is someone telling me where is it.. Or else, I don't even know it's the exact place.. I thought wanna see him.. Freaking miss him~ Everyday, my thought is fill with him.. @@ Do I ever pass through ur thought? Did i scare you? What I'm happy about is that you like the gift.. I hope that is sincere from your heart~

Only you fill in my head.....

2011-11-29T01:42:00.004+08:00

Ever since the time I like you~ I don't even know when? I keep on missing you.... == longing to see you... i wonder do you miss me..? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate myself of liking you.. == It feels like sooo suffocated.... I wonder when I'll see you again... I wish to see you other place~ I mean not in that place... I wish to meet you in a proper nice place~ I was waiting for the time where we can meet up again~ Seriously I miss you sssssooooooooooo Much~What can I say I'm sooo sorry that I didn't show my exact feelings when you saw in real life.. I try to show k.. But I'm too shy .. huhuhu.... because of you I'll try my best...

Kuching Entertainer's Night 2011

2011-11-07T01:03:00.010+08:00

DJ IceCream

Sam Drumming

Gotsoul

Visualize

The Mc's

Slap Band

Feasible Crew~

Disable

Nono

Christabel

That's my cuzie Kelvin, Valerie and Sally~

The performers are : Slap!, Dream Machine, Disable, Max Kueh, Visualies, Rain Lee, Camillia, Pearl & Rendall, Priscilla Chai, Gatto Cantanti, Homie Bong, Christabel, Feasible Crew, GoTsoul, Chillies, Sam Drumming, DJ68 and DJ icecream.~

Venue: Crown Square level 2

Time: 9pm to 12pm

Date: 4 November 2011

I think this is the best event so far after I back to Kuching after for so long!! XD I'm proud to be a kuchingnite, even though I don't have all the talents like the entertainers but I can assure that I'll be a fan for them.. XD I enjoy all of their performances, singers, drummer, band, and DJs~ I love giving applause .. XP That's what we called enjoying their performance and giving support to our very own local artist~ ^^ I miss out few front pictures due to enjoying too much till forget taking photographs.. I do remember to took photograph in the middle of the performance.. LOL~

I'm Glad I Saw You~

2011-10-23T23:26:00.004+08:00

Last two days, I never thought of seeing u there.. I seriously miss you sooooo much~ Everytime I go there, my only thought is you.. Just wanna see you ... XD I think I'm getting more greedy wanna see you again.. Argh~~~~ LOL! If only you know that I miss you so much..~ How good it is that you know how I feel bout you without telling you.. I guess I just let it be... ==

Do I look like korean? LOL~

2011-10-14T23:36:00.005+08:00

That is my first time eating Raja ayam bakar at Raja Ayam Penyet Cafe.. yummy.. I <3 the sambal sooooo much~ The reason we're going there is to bring Kak Az round around Kuching.. XD.. She's one of the KPJIC lecturer~ After that we all accompany Kak Az to Sunday market to buy ikan terubuk masin. Hmm.. the seller, keep on asking me, am I korean? Do i look like korean? I mean korean are so pretty.. I'm just an ordinary Kuching girl that love Koreans.. but I'm not korean.. ahahah but kinda happy that they were doubt bout that.. XD This guy who sold the fish gift me a fish.. Gosh, I was so grateful and feel shy a bit coz it's like the whole sunday market ppl teasing him.. LOL~ What a day right today..

Then we bring her around Waterfront and took some pictures... something funny happen again.. this funny Isabelle, she almost go in to a wrong car.. ahahahah.. we all burst out laugh sooo much today.. seriously, ALOT~

That's me and Kak Az.. before her departure fly back to KL~ Going to miss her... I'm so happy today hanging out with my beloved coulleagues Bets, Maimon and Isabelle.. Eventhough we do have some work miscommunication but somehow I'll try to bear it all~ Only God knows.. I really love all of you even all of us have our own flaws.. Btw..I'm so grateful that today is the day where I can see all of us Laughing together again.. I'm so happy that Bet bring me around with her brand new car.. <3 <3 <3 Oh ya, today's moon is SUPER BIG and YELLOW~ I enjoy so much today...

And you always will be in my mind.. Even I know that you and I would be hardly be together~ No matter what i'll always support u and don't care what others think bout u, that's my faith.. XD

The Sorcerer and the White Snake

2011-10-11T01:21:00.004+08:00

I've just finish watching this movie with my family at my very own home theater. LOL~ Seriously, this is a worth watching movie.. A very good love movie line.. At times I do think love really sacrifices alot if you really love that person no matter how bad the situation is.. Oh~ True loves doesn't looks at situations.. <3 the movie alot~ What i like the most is the music in this movie.. Awesome and meaningful lyrics..

Exactly, I'm still sick and I haven't get out from my house besides go to work.. XD... I hope I can get well soon by this week~ ^^

My sickness is deteoriating~

2011-10-09T21:53:00.005+08:00

That's my sick face!! ahahaha.. Do i look pale here?? LOL~ I'm on the way to the clinic.. ahahahaha~LOL~ Frm flu to cough then cough to asthma.. Great.. 4 days... no improvement.. @@ I have breathing difficulty so i decided to go to nearest clinic near my home for nebuliser.. rather then going to my own working place.. LOL~ this is my 2nd doctor after for few days which my sickness not getting better instead of getting worst.. haiz.. I hope that I'll be well soon... the worst part is working while i'm sick~ I hate that but what to do!! That's life.. hahaha I have to bear with it and goes on.. XD

That's the medication is given by the Dr.. I'm so grateful that this dr is so concern about my nose.. XD.. Yay, i feel better after he introducing me this nasal spray..XD I hope I can get better day by day.. =D Hmm.. I wondering are you getting better from your sickness? I hope you're alright...

I'm kinda miss ya!

2011-10-09T01:46:00.003+08:00

I wish to see you... huhuhuhuhu~ slaps myself... i hate myself of longing to see you... ARGH!!!!!! I know you're busy with your work but somehow I just feel wanna go there and peek you... LOL..

Damn I'm Sick~

2011-10-08T22:10:00.003+08:00

This is the ice cream that I've crave for.. and now it makes me sick for days... Argh.. LOL~
It's been 3 days I'm sick~ I don't even step out from house besides go to work for 3 days~ I sleep early every day and still I'm sick... haiz.... Lord, heal me! By your stripe I'm heal! AMEN~ You know how i got sick?? LOL!! It's due to I'm longing for ice cream.. and i eat that during raining time.. the next few hours i got fever till today.. ahahaha.. But still freaking love ICE CREAM with toppings.. YUMMY~ XP

I try to blend in your world~

2011-10-02T12:38:00.002+08:00

I tried to blend in your world. But somehow I don't think I can.. Once in a while is ok but always I can't.. Kinda tiring.. The only thought I went there is just to meet you only.. Not much to do there except I enjoy the music there.. Seeing my friends funny doings.. ahahaha.. AND the only thought when I go there is ONLY YOU! Slaps myself.. How I wish I can be by your side always that's the only thing I want.. ahahahahaha... insane me.. I just hate myself of loving you.. ==

This is how I feel Always~ LOL!

2011-09-30T01:45:00.000+08:00

Let the song speak my heart

2011-09-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

Seriously, we're all are fool~ XD

Somehow~

2011-09-01T10:58:00.002+08:00

I don't know how~ how~ how~ thanks for the treat ya...It seems that every little thing you did to me~ I appreciate it very much... I just can only say thank you.. Oh ya, no matter how bad my friends says about you somehow I still have the faith to believe you.. i don't know why I believe you but just that I trust you.. Coz from the very start I see you, that's how I trust you.. Just go on with your life and I wouldn't try to disturb your life.. XD Admiring you is more than enough for me.. ^^

I miss you!!

2011-08-26T01:40:00.002+08:00

How I wish i can see you again!!! Do you know that I miss you soooo MUCH! How I wish telling you that is easy.. huhuhu~

I keep on repeating this song~

2011-08-21T22:53:00.001+08:00

<3 this song so much~ I really love this drama sooo much~ How i wish it never ended soooo SOON! I always easily get so emotional by song... huhuhuhu~

My CAR Butt being Kissed!

2011-08-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

Unbelievable right.... haiz... during this rain time I got this stupid accident.. I think I got trauma to drive.... == haiz.. I don't dare, but I need to have the courage!!! I almost scared to death eh.. I can feel my whole car being knock so hard to the front.. GOod thing I step on break!! Or else, even the front 1 kena knock tooo.. huhuhuhuhu.... I don't feel wanna drive can or not??? aiyo.. but i know is impossible d la... have to drive also to workk....... What is most important that God protect me from the harm.. huhuhuhu

I dedicate this song to you

2011-08-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

I love this song so much as I love you.. ahahahahaha.. Again I living in an abstract world again~ ahahahaha

I was surprised!

2011-08-05T23:55:00.005+08:00

I was surprised that you called me!! LOL~ Happy? I also don't know~ LOL~ I myself also don't know what I'm thinking currently..I thought to let go off you from my mind.. but somehow you trigger my hope back.. Should I hope for you again?? == I don't wanna waste my time to put my hope on you if you don't have any for me too.. XD Anyway, I hope that both of us can be friends forevers~ XD

Another Stupid thoughts

2011-08-03T22:56:00.003+08:00

I think I like to imagine things... LOL~ Actually I'm kinda sad the whole day due to thinking you going to leave soon.. as if you know that I'm sad... My friends said that I shouldn't be sad to someone that doesn't know you're sad for them coz it's not worth at all.. Hmm.. I hope that you'll study properly and don't play around anymore be serious more.. Just do something that is worth this time so that you wouldn't regret in your life. Not much things I can say out. Only time can proof things out~ My friends even say that I live in an abstract world.. LOL~ Being emotional for no reason.. LOL~ Nah, eventhough we met twice, but somehow you caught me without I realize it until now~ ahahah~ All the best in whatever you do~

Hmm.. I don't know what to say~

2011-08-01T23:56:00.004+08:00

Too bad, i don't spent much time talking to you, hmm.. For the first time, a guy buy me a drink without me asking him to buy~ I appreciate that alot.. Seriously~ But you treating everyone the same way.. How come...... I like your social character but somehow I'm kinda jealous.. I wonder is there anyone jealous if I treat everyone that good~ Urgh~ Whatever la...It's just that my feelings mix up! Damn~ Grr~ Ramdom thoughts of the day.. I met alot of people today.. Kinda glad that I had the time to spend with my bro Joshua, Joy and my Cuzzie Val~ XD

I never thought~

2011-07-31T21:55:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. I never expect to meet you in the midst of somewhere actually I feel I'm so alone.. LOL~ I even eat alone that day, walk alone.. I thought I'm the only one like that and kinda surprise that you were actually walking alone too.. I don't really believe.. but still I was glad that you call me.. I'm actually was surprised to meet you.. Thanks for calling me... Appreciate that so much... How I wish I can accompany you if you were alone sometimes~ LOL~.. Ramdom thoughts.. I don't dare to expect any thing from something... Coz I scared of dissapointment.. Just let it flow slowly, if there is fate, I believe no matter how long it would take, we'll be together in future.. As usual i don't have any more courage to reach to people that I love the most.. hahahahah~ I'm not the kind that will show much.. only a person that knows me will know that.. XD

Seriously I miss you so much~

2011-07-25T21:33:00.003+08:00

I wonder when will we meet again~ I feel wanna see you again~ Urgh~ I just don't know how to express.. I hate myself...I don't have the courage.. this what I can say.. I always fail.. If only you know how i feel~

This is one of my ramdom song I love from the drama I currently into~

Time changes People~

2011-07-10T02:51:00.003+08:00

Everyone change~ I think even me~ I just hope that each of every changes makes everything work well~

I should Look forward.. XD

2011-07-08T00:37:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't stuck in the misery emotions anymore... This month would be my new fun life!! XD Whee~ I should look forward to new excitement~ XD Go go Crystal Lim!! I knew you can do it! There's no point on stuck in this stupid emotions anymore~ You must be strong!!! Let's have fun!! Yay~

Because I Miss You by Lee Shin (HeartStrings OST)

2011-07-02T15:44:00.008+08:00

All the way, exactly same sky and always the same day

Only thing that is different is that you are not here

I thought I've let you go. Without anything left

No, no. I still haven't been able to let you go

Longing for you, I am longing for you. Because I am longing for you, I call you and call you by myself everyday

Missing you, I am missing you. Because I am missing you, now I just call out your name like a habit. Even today

Day by day, I feel like I am dying, so what could I do?

Love you, Love you. I love you. Without even being able to tell you these, I've had to let you go like that

Sorry, I am sorry. Can you hear me? Could you be able to hear my late confession?

I love you.

I really love this Song sooooo much~ It keep on playing in my head.... At last I found the english translation..... As if I can feel the song before I read the translation.... <3 it soooo much~ I don't care about the movie rating.. As long I enjoy watching the drama~ I just can't wait each of every episode of this drama....Jung Yong Hwa from CN Blue will never failed his fans.. <3 his voice~

Heartstring /You've fallen for me

2011-07-01T01:45:00.010+08:00

Synopsis

"You Fall for Me" is based on an Art University and is about those who run towards their dreams with sweat, tears and sweet love.
In the drama Park Sin-hye is a tough and lively girl as well as a gayageum (Korean zither with twelve strings) prodigy, Kyu-won. Jeong Yong-hwa is cold city guy and applied music and guitar prodigy Sin, who will be spreading out sweet love scenes with Park Sin-hye.

Cast

Jung Yong Hwa as Lee Shin
Park Shin Hye as Lee Kyu Won
Song Chang Ui as Kim Suk Hyun
So Yi Hyun as Jung Yoon Soo
Woo Ri as Han Hee Joo
Kang Min Hyuk as Yeo Joon
Lee Hyun Jin as Hyun Ki Young
Im Se Mi as Cha Bo Woon

Extended Cast

Lee Jung Hun (이정헌) as Im Tae Joon
Jung Kyung Ho as Goo Jung Eun
Jang Seo Won as Yoon Soo Myung
Shin Goo as Lee Dong Jin
Sun Woo Jae Duk as Lee Sun Ki
Lee Il Hwa as Song Ji Young
Moon Ga Young as Lee Jung Hyun
Kim Sun Kyung
Im Ji Sun (임지선)

Production Credits

Production Company: JS PICTURES
Chief Producer: Choi Hong Mi (최홍미)
Producer: Lee Jin Suk, Kim Yang
Director: Pyo Min Soo
Screenwriter: Lee Myung Sook

16 Episodes and started aired on 29 June 2011... Previously the drama title are You've fallen for me or You fall for me.. In Korean known as 넌 내게 반했어 (Neon Nae-ge Ban-Ehss-eo)

I'm really excited to watch this drama I just finish watch the 1st episode and I love it..

I remember How I wish both of them being together in the drama of You're beautiful~ LOL~ And now they are together... So sweet of them~

Lee Kyu Won is a bright and outgoing student who was born into a prestigious family and is majoring in traditional Korean instruments, especially the gayageum. Kyu Won's grandfather, Lee Dong Gun, is one of the top 3 traditional musicians of his age and his biggest wish is to see his granddaughter become a traditional music prodigy. Trying to live up to her grandfather's expectations, Kyu Won immerses herself in training and becomes a university student who knows nothing outside of her studies. As her friends are fans of "The Stupid", she was forced to go to the band's concert with them. There she saw Lee Shin performing live, and is immediately captivated by him. Somehow, she's quite annoyed seeing Lee Shin dumping girl with a weird reasons... If I were her I also don't understand him.. but somehow I know she's trying to understand him in the end eventhough he hate him...

That's Her with her traditonal musical instrument band.. XD I just love her charisma here.. A very happy go lucky girl eventhough there's so many things she have to face in life..

Lee Shin is a university student majoring in modern music. He is also the vocalist and guitarist of the band "The Stupid." Shin is known for his good looks and strong passion for music, but in reality he is cold, lacks interest in anything unrelated to music and has neither dreams nor plans for the future. He initially likes Jung Yoon Soo, a dance professor at university, but this all changes when he meets Lee Kyu Won. He's handsome!! Freaking hot when he's playing in the band~ I think I love band soooo much~ I like guys who play in band then those who in boy band actually~ hahahaha... I love his Character here~ Being cold~ hahahahahaha~ Damn those girls that like to chase him~ I know how Kyu Won feel~ Freaking annoyed right to see this Lee Shin being chased by girls.. I wonder what's so good about his character... Oh~ I love the starting part both of them hating each other gradually developed some love sparks.. that's soooo sweet~ I just can't wait to continue watching it~ I just can't help thinking on what he's telling Kyu Won bout she don't understand how's the feeling being chased by girls.. hahahaha.. Such an arrogant cold guy~

That's Lee Shin with his band "The Stupid" I wonder why the band is called the stupid.. @@

Conclusion, eventhough the rate of airing is low.. I would chose this drama because I love MUSIC~ hahahaha.. Especially live band~ What best about this plot is Traditional music vs Modern music.... BEST OF ALL... This main character developed hatred emotion towards each other then gradually both of them loving each other.. Oh~ this Lee Shin's character cold toward ppl is so annoying~ LOL~ But still i love it~ hahahaha.. I just love this DRAMA~ Highly recommended to those who love bands~

My Dad's Birthday

2011-06-22T22:15:00.003+08:00

Small treat to my dad.. not much~ XD Wish him had longer life with us.. Eventhough at times I'm quite geram with him due to his weird emotions... hahahaha... I hope i can bear with it~ Anyway, I just pray that he has a good health all this coming years... XD We all still need him.. I wonder what will be our life if he left us last year due to his heart attack... I'm glad that God is still letting him be with us...

Today, I feel something weird..

2011-06-17T23:56:00.003+08:00

I'm wondering why I'm so happy that day. I thought I would be so emo when I see you. but it seems that the emotion is gone.. I feel like nothing.. hahahaha.. And i feel that we are like friends as before.. LOL~ What can I say for now is that, cherish every moment with your loved ones, you never know till they are gone... hahahahahah~ I wonder why you're so good to me when I feel wanna let you go.. but I seriously don't know what you think and feel about me... All the while I just feel that you read my mind eventhough I don't even say a word.. I feel so annoyed by you but I like it.. XD~ What can I say only time can proof future, we never know what will happen~ Only God knows~ We never know what is ahead even we had plan sooo hard~ XD I'm still doubt myself too~

Someone is coming Back!

2011-06-13T23:42:00.005+08:00

Gosh, you're coming back! I've been waiting for you~ so freaking long~ The only person that totally make me freeze become another me! That's d best thing I'm in kuching~ Damn, you haven't back and my heart pound so fast.. I think I'm too excited.. XD ~ Oh, but too bad you already had someone special with you.. how I wish that you and I would be friends as last time.. XD The time where we would both shares everything~ I miss that moment so much! You're the first person that talks to me when no one cares about me. Oh, that memory is so fresh in my brain.. but I know that you and I is imposibble coz me and you don't even talk a word! Why don't you start first? How I wish that you start the conversation.. damn, and it's my fault too, i keep on avoiding you whenever i sees you! that's my prob~ hope i can overcome this! Face to face sees you and talks to you~ I'm such a loser and coward.... argh~ it's been how many years both us din talk even we sees each other! I wonder what's playing in your mind......

Today I Offline everything..

2011-06-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

I don't know why? I seriously still don't know what I'm thinking~ I feel numb~ I feel like I'm nothing anymore. It's just that I don't feel wanna think of you~ The way is to listen music and watch MV~ that's the way! but still I care for my friends that are in need for sure~ XD My life seems so happy but somehow deep in my heart there's something missing~ How i wish to figure it out.. ever since the time you ignored me, I just think everything is like lifeless... But somehow I manage to go on easily~ Coz i used to it~ XD

Let the song speak my heart again..

Dreaming Again~

2011-06-07T21:53:00.004+08:00

How I wish to listen to your voice when I miss you~ I feel wanna call you..... but somehow I think you're avoiding me.. if only you call me... I thought i forgotten you.. last night I dreamt about you again.. why I keep on dreaming of you.. I really don't understand.. When think back I used to hate you and easily get annoyed but you.. and actually I had lotsa post but you previously.. Nasty things I said about you.. but I deleted it.. when I recall it back.. I was kinda foolish I hate you but somehow, I start to like you, and your flaws seems like nothing to me.. == I mean I tolerate with it.. I thought I don't wanna talk to you but I talk to you again.. == I thought to forget you, but somehow you give me hope again. Nah~ I'm talking nonsense again.. I think I'm the one that keep on thinking of you hoping nothing.. I hope that you'll be ok.. hope that you can move on slowly, or i can even hope that you can get her back.. I'll be ok as long you're happy with your decisions.. I rather be your best friend forever.. ^^ I wish to talk to you..... lotsa of things.....if only you call me...

In Memory Tommy, Princess and Oreo~

2011-06-06T21:08:00.006+08:00

This is the poem I wrote:

I lost my special friend today,
the kind I can't replace
and looking at their empty space
I still can see their face.

I know they're in a special place,
our Lord has for such friends,
Where meadows, fields and flowers
help make them whole again.

I know they're watching over me,
Protecting my house,

They'll be hearing me from above,
I told my best friend goodbye.

In memory Tommy, Oreo, Princess

Princess(October 2009-July 2011)

Tommy( November 2006-Jun 2011)

Oreo (November 2007-June 2011)

I found out my dog died early in the morning.. Tommy don't even move a bit when I call him just now.. I was so sad when I see them dying sooo soon~ they died due to heart worm diesease... Seriously I was no mood to work and feel dull when I knew Tommy died.. I love him sooo much... He's been with us for 5 years.. Princess about a year and Oreo about 2 years... Oh Tommy, u left so much memory for me... huhuhu

I had so much memory with Tommy, he's the one that always listens to me when I'm sad... I always sing to him.. I mean he's so lovable... He used to sleep with me on bed when he's a puppy.. the one that always with me and the one that stays with us the most and since when we move in to Desa Wira.... There's so much memory with him.. Tommy is the one that make my Dad loves dog.... Oh Tommy, who can ever replace you.. You're the one that make my Dad loves you... huhuhu...

Oreo and Princess is my mum's favorite~Princess is the cutest among all and like to cuddle on us.. Oreo is the one that like to jump on us.. Oh.. there's no dog will be with us anymore...

I'm going to miss them!! Seriously~ I am so speechless today... and today's topic with my patient and coulleagues are about dog.. at least this conversation ease me a bit..

All I knew is that they all will be fine in Heaven with God.. XD

I love you~

2011-06-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

Tablo:
Yeah. Girl, you and I, we just friends. I. love. you.

Navi:
I love you love you (I’m just a friend)
I love you love you (I’m just a friend)
You know~ you know I love you~ (But I say I’m just a friend)

I took off my glasses and put on a skirt
Anytime, tell me if it’s becoming on me
Although it’s embarrassing I tried on makeup
Although you laugh, please don't, just tell me who am I being like this for anyway?

I’m going to tell (confess to) you~
I can’t hide my (heart) feelings anymore~

With you, I don’t want to stay friends~
In your embrace, I want to tell you, everyday
That I love you~

For as long as I’ve kept it inside
My heart is brimming full with these feelings~ I love you~
It feels like it’s going to pop~

I love you love you
I love you love you
You know, you know, I love you

The way guys joke when they talk to each other
Don’t treat me like nothing happened~
Don’t tell me that because I’m a girl, I’ll do fine
From time to time, I’m sick of your
Requests to set you up with blind dates
I’m going to confront all of this
From now on, this love’s gonna work out~

I don’t want to stay friends with you~
In your embrace, I want to tell you, everyday
That I love you~

For as long as I’ve kept it inside
My heart is brimming full with these feelings~ I love you~
It feels like it’s going to pop~

Tablo:
At first it was familiar and convenient to acknowledge you as a friend~
But as time passed things changed
Before I knew it You were changing to me bit by bit
Honestly I started to want you too
I was kinda scared
Since it'd be awkward for me to tell you
Since i was afraid we'd grow apart
You still don't get my feelings do you? You probably don't know
When you sitting in front of the mirror, you're probably laughing, thinking about me
Don’t worry, You’re One of a Kind to me
Since I've become you're other half~
You’re already my amazing Sunshine~

Navi:
I believe, You’re going to hug me
That you waited as well
That you also during that time
Liked me too

For as long as I’ve kept it inside
My heart's full with these feelings~ I love you
And it feels like it’s about to pop~

I love you love you love you
I love you love you love you
You know you know I love you (x2)

Let the song speak my heart.. I don't know how to express my heart... so just let it speak my heart for you~ If only you know this song is for you.. XD~

My Heart is Beating~

2011-06-02T13:03:00.002+08:00

Words at the tip of my lips
Words that I want to say only to you
“You’re really precious”
“I will take care of you”
I have been holding back on these words

Words that make me happy when I say them
Words that are sweet to pronounce
The best day, “I want to give you my best”
Those words

“I love you, I love you, I love you”
Saying it once or twice just isn’t enough
I can’t spare it, I can’t hide it
To be open-hearted, I will confess my feelings
Really, only you, only you are everything to me
Even when I see you and when I hold you
It’s difficult for me
Whenever I say them again, I tremble
Words that have never been easy to say,
[Are] “I love you”

Words that make you cry while smiling
Words that make you smile while crying
Someday, far away
Those words I want to see to your ears
Before I close my eyes

You’re coming to me, you’re looking at me
My heart is beating
That I get to see you like this everyday
Is it a miracle?
Is this a continued dream?

“I love you, I love you, I love you”
No matter how many times you ask,
The answer will always be the same
Even if I talk with my back to you or try to pretend
In the end, my heart is like this
Really, only you, only you are everything to me
I see you and hold you again, my tears are falling
How could you come to me?
As unbelievable as that seems to me
I love you

I dedicate this song to you~ When I see you that day, seriously my heart almost skip out from my heart.. But I'm glad that i can manage to control it to face you..I wonder why this happen to me.. ==

Normal Clothing to Work.. XD

2011-05-27T23:50:00.018+08:00

Today, we all wear ordinary cloth's to work due to Gawai's celebration..LOL~ I don't know what am I wearing, coz I just simply pick up any cloth to wear... hahahaha... Ramdom right? Self cam whore in the department.. LOL~.. What can I say, almost all the staff says they can't recognize me in ordinary cloths.. hmm~ what is the best compliment of today.. Lotsa of the staff and even patients say I'm pretty.. Gosh I feel so loved today... <3 <3 Appreciate their compliment sooo much..

That's me and Isabelle.... Aren't cute both of us? Actually, we normally take nap during lunch hours... I love this picture sooo much.. XD~ I thought I wanted to post it in facebook

.. But I think it's better for me to start active in blog since my blog is going to die soon.. No latest update of my life.. And still, I wondering what're you doing lately.. I know that I should get over it.. hahahaha.. I will~ No worries.. I'm glad that my family is always by my side eventhough I had lotsa of friends.. It seems that we all are getting far and more far day by day.. when come to problems I'm kinda miss my church friends in KL.. I used to share my problems to them and they help me to solve out and even counselled me.. I'm glad that God always speak to me when I'm in need.. that's what I love about my Dear Daddy Lord..Not much thing happening today~ As usual, treat patients, portal patients from ward to department for treatment XD~ What bless my heart the whole day is the patient appreciate what we did for them..

So, This is my first time buying so

much of McDonald burger using my own salary... Normally, I treat myself.. hahaha... I do treat my family other things but not this.. hahaha.. Supper which is late at night about 10pm.. So ramdom...that's the end of my day of today~As usual i love QUARTER POUNDER~ XD Reasons of going to McD today, My brother Joshua keep on bugging me, due to the free glass.. == what to do, i've promised him to bring him there so I've have to bring then~ Instead of that, I belanja my family.. ^^

Sumuk Yan back from KL~ XD

I should blog this out yesterday, but it was kinda late for me to blog... hahahaha.. My grandaunty Sumuk Yan which is my grandma's younger sister come back from KL for Gawai this year.. I though my mum say no Gawai this year due to my cousin and nephew accident but somehow everyone still wanna celebrate it.. What to do? that's the time where everyone gathered.. XD... You know what my Great grandmother or we called her as Sumuk Raya, she can't recognize her own daughter Sumuk Yan.. And I keep on LOL~ coz the way she's guessing is so funny~ She ask her is she my Mum's daughter.. I keep on LOL~ hahahaha how come..?? I look so OLD?

What is the best thing, Sumuk Yan, brought satay from Seremban which is bought by her daughter my Aunty Iza.. XD.. Yummy.. I love SATAY so much~ hahaha especially the Beef Satay!!XD... So, Sumuk Yan's son which is Eriq and Hamzari follow her back.. They make their own holiday first~ hahahaha same as my brother and sister.. so ramdom.. how come they had Gawai mood so early... hmm.. i think it's been a long time we didn't had this kind of gathering eversince my Grandma in Sibu and recently we did had some arguments with our Babai.. How I wish that we all settle this with a good talk.. I mean i doesn't mean to hurt him.. It's just that the way he treats my mum is so unfair.. So, I just help my mum to voice up instead of that he hates my mum and me.. I still love my Babai.. I hope he'll understand that what I is true.. we should even evaluate a person yourself rather listen to one side comment.. but anyway, what is past is always past.. and for his daughters, I hope one day they understand what am I trying to say. Actually, i was kinda sad when they say I'm a bad niece.. What to do, I admit that I'm bad.. so I hope that everything will be fine.. I hope this year Gawai would be very fun.. XD It's been 4 years I didn't celebrate Gawai since I was in college... I don't even know how's the mood feel..hahahahaha... XD Can't wait for our gathering..Oh ya, i'm sure Aunty Iza and her husband and our Uncle Ajai will be back.. hahaha they all were very jealous of their mum and bro's are back here.. hahahah wish they're here too.. XD

I'm sick....

2011-05-25T21:41:00.003+08:00

Let's recall back what have I done today.. XD~ I wake up at 7.45 am.. believe it or not.. I go to work at 8.15 am.. hahahahah and arrive at my working place 8.35 am.. I've late 5 minutes.. first thing I do, fill up our ice cooler.. that's what I do every day in the morning... then check on the store to see whether all the things in order... then, if i got the time, i'll take out all the assessment for today's patient.. Basically, assitant don't treat patients, but good thing my boss allow me, but sometime you would feel that it's not my job.. hahaha maybe due to my salary is low.. but i have to think positive too coz i have to gain more experience for this field...I know I seldom talk about my job coz the time I was in this job I'm kinda regret I didn't choose the best salary which is in KL.. XD Nah.. I can't turn back my regret.. I at times think I'm stupid making such a fool decisions.. The Reason I stayed here because of my family, I scared if there is anything happen here it would be easy where I am near to them rather then seeing them and hear what has happen there... I couldn't take it when I heard my dad was sick previously and I've done nothing... Oops, back to today's topic...Ok, my flu getting worst.. LOL~ My fluid from nose is dripping out~ I'm kinda tired now but still I want to make my self a routine to write out what's happening in my life for a day, it's kinda refresh to think back what has happen in our life.. from there we can learn from mistakes.. You know what My butt cramp during the afternoon when I talked to patients.. I'm was shock coz I ever had that pain last few years which make me can't walk for a week, i don't even dare to move coz I can't feel anything on my leg, it's like something pulling on my leg~ DAMN my sciatica got worst.. but thank God, I manage to pull it and the pain goes off.. that time I feel wanna cry out but I was talking to the patient, i try to talk to them while pulling my leg.. == Good thing I didn't cry out or shout.. I was sooooo nervous actually but good thing my pain is off... hahahaha~ I still do remember last time I can't walk I force myself to walk just to go college and see someone I admire for a long time.. hahahaha~ I mean it's worth to see him coz I cure my own leg...hahahaha.. I'm glad I'm in a college with him last time eventhough it's about 2 months.. LOL~ DAMN, talking craps again.. hahaha... while working, I do think back why you doing this to me, avoiding me is it? == I mean if you hate me just say it out la... then I won't be so troubling thinking of it.... XD We can't force a person to like us right, Love is all about two person working it out... ^^ if one fails , both will never had the relationships work it well, it's all about understanding and enduring each others weakness. hahahaha ~ i think i talk nonsense again.. But still I'm going to miss every moments I spent with my family and friends coz we can't turn back the time....

I love my patients

2011-05-24T00:26:00.005+08:00

All my patients are so kind to me even though they don't know me.. I'm so grateful that they happen to be in my life. They give me the feeling of being appreciated than being feeling of rejected by someone. I realize that they appreciateme and I appreciate them. Today, one of my patient who had Bilateral TKR came to my department after we haven't met for 4 months, and I am so touch that she's actually been waiting for me all the while she arrive just to give me a little gift for me she brought from Jakarta.. so, to appreciate what she did to me, i thought to drove her to her hotel after her treatment in the hospital, I brought her to eat dinner than drive her to 4 Point hotel, if i never drove her there, I wouldn't be entering that HOTEL. At least today I've done something I never done before.. something fun and new to do.. XD....

OMG~ I almost forget my appointment with my friends (Crystal Lau, Li Foong, Sie Yu ~ Li Foong ajak Timothy) LOL... I was like OMG I'm Late!! Driving like a crazy women.. hahahahaha.. then take bath... straight go and fetch Li Foong first, then Crystal and Sie Yu~ Anyway, we had a great CONVERSATIONS about KOREA~ XD Crystal Lau makes me wanna stay in Korea forever.. == Argh~ This is my ramdom life yesterday.. I think I try to update what am I doing all my life.. at least if one day i got memory loss I can recall back by reading back all my blogs~ I've good memories.. I remember every single little things but I'll never know that one day my memory shut down and forgets everything~ *slaps my face* think so much... Actually, previously has a lot of things happening but I'm too lazy to write it out.. but if you ask me, i can tell you out directly... I just can't wait my holidays with my cousin Valerie and her friends!!!!

Maybe if I keep myself busy everyday, that will be the way for me to forget you.... seriously, i think if I'm busy I'll forget you.. but whenever I'm start to rest.. somehow you'll appear back to me.. if only you had the same thing happen as me but I think i'm the only one being foolish here.. hahahahaha~ Crystal you're FREAKING FOOLISH~ * SLAP my own face* WAKE UP!!! out of topic again... I shouldn't think of you anymore coz I hate you!!

Kinda Annoyed

2011-05-23T00:35:00.005+08:00

WHAT CAN I SAY I'M Just freaking annoyed by you~ I don't know why~ Please don't ask me why~ Coz you never bother to know anyway coz you never answer MY CALL and even REPLY my MSG~ No one ever treat me like that... == I just hate it.. I hate you, and I hate myself ~ OR am I Lying to myself.. I think I just like the old time~ Being friends are much more better than having a STUPID FEELING~T_T

I hate you...I keep on saying that to lie my own heart.. What to do? that's d only way to make me hate you.. Somehow, my heart feel pain~ Pain.... Bleeds inside... No one can ever see that.. I just can't believe that day I face you with our friends.. acting like nothing happen.. I smile.. but behind it.. I actually feel wanna bang on the wall.. I feel like to avoid you but somehow can't coz if i avoid will be so obvious among our friends..

When i think back, maybe I'm not good to show my love towards people.. I hate myself being like this.. coz this has happen previously, and this history repeat again... Lost someone I love but pretend like it's nothing happen.. I'm regret didn't tell him I love him last time but I've said before I'm not the kind would fall in love... but i did fall for him, when the time he started to be cold to me.. Now, he's so happily with the GF, I'm happy for him too coz I don't think i would be as good as his gf... LOL~When I think back right, love need timing too, if both on the right time and track it would be a fairy tale.. XD

This is My Favorite SONG~

2011-05-19T22:57:00.003+08:00

I love this song sooooo MUCH since the time it's debuted... This song really had a deep meaning...

You and I~ by Park Bom

No matter what happens
even when the sky is falling down
I promise you that I'll never let you go.

You... whenever I fall...
with your strong and unfaltering gaze
you help me to get up.

And you... when I run out of strength,
on the edge of the cliff of sadness,
once again you come and grab my hands just in the nick of time.

Although it's shameful I haven't done anything for you,
today I sing this song for you.
Tonight, in your eyes and behind that smile
the pain caused by protecting me is showing.

You and I together, it just feels so right.
Never words of separation... whatever anyone does, I'll protect you.
You and I together, don't let go of my hands.
Never words of goodbye... to me, the world is only you.

Like so many people
our love will also change little by little,
but please don't be sad.
Like an old close friend
it's only me that you can trust, only me you can rely on.
I promise you that I'll be right here, baby.

Although it's shameful I haven't done anything for you,
today I sing this song for you.
Tonight, in your eyes and behind that smile
the pain caused by protecting me is showing.

You and I together, it just feels so right.
Never words of separation... whatever anyone does, I'll protect you.
You and I together, don't let go of my hands.
Never words of goodbye... to me, the world is only you.

When a lonely night comes looking for me
I peacefully close my eyes.
As long as your breathing holds me
I don't fear anything.
In this world no one can replace you.
You're the only one and I'll be there for you, baby.

You and I together, it just feels so right.
Never words of separation... whatever anyone does, I'll protect you.
You and I together, don't let go of my hands.
Never words of goodbye... to me, the world is only you.

Just you and I... forever and ever..

I never ever had this happen to me...

2011-05-19T02:30:00.003+08:00

I should go to the wall and bang myself... I gather up all my courage to call you but somehow you ignore it makes me freaking sad... I think I should just give up!! Give up! I cry to sleep............== Exactly.... I need someone to SLAP me up to REALITY!! anyway I think i'm not your type. Wish you happy with your future wife.. XD We can't force a person to love us~ Maybe I don't have much courage to face you anymore.. Seriously, I'm tired of this feeling already.. I wanna get rid of it.... So, I'm going to be a new person by tommorow.. XD

I feel wanna Cry~

2011-05-17T21:35:00.005+08:00

I never felt this way... It's just that why you didn't reply my msg keep on playing in my head.. I just hate it.. I think I'm wanna let this feeling go away soon... coz it seems that you don't have any interest to let me know bout you.. SERIOUSLY, the whole day I keep on thinking of you.. My day keep on wondering what you're doing~ You make me soooo EM,O~ Even I hang out with friends and laugh so happily but deep down inside my heart I'm soo worry bout you.. At times, I think why I'm like that~ I hate myself so much...I told you, i called anyone I like eh~ i just say it only k, i never called anyone besides you and my best friend.. LOL~.,. Nah, Seriously, I hate myself saying stubborn things out.. == Stupid me..

Let the song explain my feelings....

A Song for you.. ^^

2011-05-15T19:16:00.002+08:00

I dedicate this song to you.. XD It's just random song in my mind this few days.... How I wish you read my blog then I wouldn't be so hard to express my feelings...

Another ramdom thoughts~

2011-05-15T00:08:00.004+08:00

I hope that you get what I trying to say.. I try but I can't~ I hate myself.. if only you get what I mean eh.. I'm so stupid eh.. so freaking ego in this thing.. i feel wanna slap myself.. I gather up courage, just to hear your voice.. LOL~ I realize whenever i listen to your voice, i feel energize.. hahahahaha.. at times, i do feel tired of my own life.. somehow, just to hear ur laughter makes me feel that you own my world.. Gosh, this is so funny~ It seems that something missing in me but I don't wanna admit it.. I'm trying to be strong but actually I'm weak.. How I wish I can tell you my exact feelings.. I just hate myself being like that.. That's my freaking weakness... ARGH~ I shouldn't be that stubborn anymore~ I wonder if i really do into you.. I'm still doubt my own feelings... I do wonder what do you think and feel about me.. if only you're the kind that will say it out.. I just let it be, if we are meant to be together, no matter how long it takes we will be together in the end..

I don't know how to describe my feeling

2011-05-02T01:03:00.005+08:00

LOL~ I think I'm going to be crazy soon~ I'm so happy to see you but somehow, something makes me annoyed.. hmm.. I'm soo sorry I'm not the kind that express to much~ I think I'm tooo NAIVE.. LOL~ Naive in this things.. I just let it be.. I don't want to think so much bout it anymore ever since I saw you brought someone with you. Maybe, that person is important to you.. Anyway wish you all the best with that person.. I don't have any much courage to approach you anymore and I'm tired of that feeling... Coz the more I care bout you the more I don't dare to approach you coz I'm scare.. so, I shall let go so the feeling of no courage will be gone.. XD So, we can be friends forever hahahahaha..^^

This is how I feel

2011-04-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

I dedicate this song to you~

I saw Someone I admire during college time...

2011-04-24T01:08:00.003+08:00

Damn!!! I saw him just now~ Gosh, if only i able to talk to him that wouldn't be so hard right?At least know his name or some other stuff..hmm.. but he seems so busy~ And his night shift is over~He's the first guy ever talk to me in Hospital during my practical there~ If i got more time in hospital we might be friends now~ hahahahaha.... and he is one of the only Dr's that caught my eye during practical there.. I never know would meet him again today~ Reasons I go hospital just now, one of my cousin and nephew got motorcycle accident.. I'm kinda worried~ I hope the operation procedure is fast enough~ I never thought will saw him in this situation.. LOL~but whatever la.. is just someone I admire previously... LOL~ Oh ya, yesterday I watch movie with one of my old classmate, and then rush to hospital after I got the accident news from my mum~ Just a random post for today~ XD~ I wonder and wonder where is he from? so many questions in my mind when I saw him just now~ You know what I thought he's finish he's practical in hospital coz it's almost a year from the last time I saw him during my practical there~ I wonder will I meet him again? hmm... just a stupid random thought now~ SWT~

Is it so hard to get over a person?

2011-04-22T23:36:00.003+08:00

Yes I admit it is hard to get over a person that we love. But we have to move on what is ahead of us when everything is over.. I do still miss my past but somehow I have to look front and something new that maybe much more better than past. We should learn from mistake.. I know that you can't get over it.. and I know how you feel.. but I'm sure you'll able to go through this stage.. coz I used to be that too... at times i feel so much pain when i see you like that even though you never share it out.. but somehow I can feel how you feel.. == I know it's a complicated stuff to think off.. I wonder why I care soo much about you..

Enhanted to Meet You~

2011-04-16T00:04:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda happy meet you after the last time we met last week? LOL~ When I think back, it's kinda weird I got that kind of feeling upon you.... Hmm.. I thought I used to hate you... But I wonder why I got this weird feeling after I met you since last year... Coz, I never thought of thinking of you so much.. Until one day I dream you, where I seriously never meet you in reality and seldom contact you~ Haiz... so what is this means? What can I say you keep on appearing in my dreams.. maybe this make me miss you soo much.. I never dream anyone except you in my life.. I do have one guy i admire since when i'm in primary school somehow he never appear in my dream but you... hmm.. LOL~ I am soo sorry that if I always use harsh words to hurt you previously.. Maybe, I'm scared~ Haiz.. EGO? Damn, currently I hate myself... What can I conclude, I was enchanted to meet you.. XD I'm not the kind that show my feelings so much.. but I'll try k..shy? LOL.. I don't know.. maybe nervous? I also don't know.. When I saw you just now, it's just that you almost take my breath away.. hahahaha.. but somehow i can overcome it and talk to you... Kinda glad that you're there.. i just wonder do you had the same feelings as what I feel? Hmm.. Just let it be.. I wonder where can I express all this stupid feelings..

Please Be Careful With My Heart~

2011-02-27T21:47:00.005+08:00

This is my Favorite song since last year~ ahahaha... XD This song keep playing in my head recently.. LOL~ Love the lyrics so much~ This song got 3 Version~ This song is originally sing by Christian Baustista, he's a famous philiphine ballad singer.. ^^ I enjoy all his ballad song.. But this song is my favorite among all of his song..

English Version (Sarah Geronimo ft Christian Baustista)

The Lyrics:

Sarah:
If you love me like you tell me
Please be careful with my heart
You can take it just don't break it
Or my world will fall apart

Sarah:
You are my first romance
And I'm willing to take a chance
That 'till life is through
I'll still be loving you

Sarah:
I will be true to you
Just a promise from you will do
From the very start
Please be careful with my heart

Christian:
I love you and you know I do
There'll be no one else for me
Promise I'll be always true
For the world and all to see

Christian:
Love has heard some lies softly spoken
And I have had my heart badly broken
I've been burned and I've been hurt before

Christian: So I know just how you feel
Sarah: (how I feel)
Christian: Trust my love is real for you
Sarah: (I hope that you're love is real)
Christian: I'll be gentle with your heart
Both: I'll caress it like the morning dew

Both: I'll be right beside you forever
Both: I won't let our world fall apart
Christian: From the very start
Christian: I'll be careful with your heart

Sarah: You are my first (and you are my last) romance
Sarah: And I'm willing to take a chance
Christian: (I've learned from the past)
Sarah: That 'till life is through
Both: I'll still be loving you

Sarah: I will be true (I will be true) to you
Sarah: Just a promise from you will do (only to you)
Sarah: From the very start
Christian: (from the very start)
Sarah: From the very start
Christian: (from the very start)
Sarah: From the very start
Sarah: Please be careful with
Christian: (I'll be careful with)
Both: my heart (your heart)

Mandarin Version (Tay Ke Wei ft Christian Baustista)

The Lyrics:

脆弱的心交給了你
請對我小心翼翼
你我之間跨越界限
哪怕距離多遙遠

不管地动山移改变不了我的坚定
And 'til life is through 我始终跟隨你
不管歲月來襲相信永恒的美丽
From the very start 答應我永不分離

I love you and you know I do
There'll be no one else for me
Promise I'll be always true
For the world and all to see

Love has heard some lies softly spoken
And I have had my heart badly broken
I've been burned
And I've been hurt before

So I know just how you feel (和你一起)
Trust my love it's real for you (愛你需要勇氣)
I'll be gentle with your heart
I'll caress it like the morning dew

I'll be right beside you forever
I won't let our love fall apart
From the very start
I'll be careful with your heart

不管地动山移 (地动山移)
改变不了我的坚定 (我們的坚定)
That 'til life is through, I'll still be loving you
不管歲月來襲 (歲月來襲)
相信永恒的美丽 (永恒的美丽)
From the very start (From the very start)
From the very start
From the very start 答應我永不分離
答應我永不...分離

Indon Version (Bunga Citra Lestart ft Christian Baustista)

The Lyrics:

Kekasihku sayangku ku ingin kau tahu,
Hati ini kan selalu menantikan cintamu,
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
Kaulah yang pertama yang memberi arti cinta
Tuk selamanya tetap di hatiku
Ingin memelukmu mendekap hangat cintamu
Tuk selamanya tetaplah di hatiku

Ku beri semua tempatmu dengan kesungguhanku
Tak akan ku berbagi meskipun engkau jauh
Ku kan slalu merindukanmu
Ku kan tetap selalu menjagamu
jangan ada kata berpisah

pegang erat janjiku yakinkan di hatimu
tak akan ku berpaling hanya kau satu di hatiku
ku akan selalu di sampingmu
tak ku biarkan kau jauh
tuk selamanya ku tetap di hatimu

kaulah yang pertama (dan selamanya)
yang memberi arti cinta (untuk dirimu)
tuk selamanya tetap di hatiku
ingin memelukmu mendekap hangat cintamu
tuk selamanya (tuk selamanya)
tuk selamanya (tuk selamanya)
tuk selamanya (tuk selamanya)
tetaplah di hatiku (tetaplah di hatiku)
tuk selamanya ku tetap di hatimu

The reason I love this song because it's so meaningful.. Do anyone love this song as I do? XD

Wishing List 2010

2010-12-05T16:50:00.010+08:00

Everyone had something to wish for if they tend to wish anything they want. Since christmas and my birthday is near.. this is my wishing list.. XP~ A hint to anyone who think or wonder of buying me something. XD

I want to own supra shoes!! Anyone wanna give me as gift.. My size are 8~ hehehe ~ Buy for me please... XD I super like this shoe.. =D

CHOCOLATES~ I love chocolates. It's my favorite. I don't mind getting it as my presents. XD

Cuddly Toys~ I love cute toys~ I'm sure you all will think that I'm too old to have one~ I don't mind if i get one.. XD

I would be very appreciate if you get a gift such as necklace, bracelet or phone strap. I would love it very much.

I want handbags especially denim.. hahaha ~I love to own a denim bag. I like a simple denim bag. As long it is made of jean. hahaha.. i don't know why i like jeans. XD~ Other kind of material bag. i love Cloth bag with nice ribbons or flowery type.. XD~

I want to change my spectacles~ hahahaha.. Anyone wanted to sponsor me as a birthday gift.. hahaha.. Does anyone recognize that guy is Lee hong ki from FT Island.. I don't know what kind of new spec I want to get actually.. hahahaha

External HARD DISC~ I want to own this...!!! hahahh.. it's just that i want to have one.. crazy right.. hehehe

How i wish i have my own Camera~ ahahhha... It might be expensive it's just my wishlist anyway..

I want to own FT Island and CN Blue original Album.. just a random wish.. XD

I don't mind if you get me any novel. As long it is nice to read. I already had a set of twilight book. so don't buy.. XP. Buy other.. something that is interesting to read. I like to spent my time reading.. No novels, so i read people's blog.. hehehe

Anyway, this is just my 2010 wish list.. you can get me anything if you don't want to follow any of my list.. XP.. coz I'll appreciate anything that is given to me. Wish list is just a random thoughts~

Kim Hyun Joong My another dream GUY.. XD

2010-12-04T00:07:00.004+08:00

Where in the world I can find a guy looks like him in Kuching.. hahahahaha XD.. Just joking.. anyway.. Besides JGS, I think I fall for him.. Hmm.. I donno why.. Too many Korean Guys I fall for.. hahaha Dennis Oh, Won Bin, Lee Hong Ki, Kyu Hun, Jo Kwon, etc etc.. all of them I think.. but of course I got my favorite too.. hahaha ~ Kinda greedy right..?? Currently i'm interested in KHJ~ wahahahaha... Love KHY Sexy Lips.. and charming smile.. KHJ reminds me of him.. XD

Should I confess? By Soyu (Sistar)

2010-11-30T21:08:00.003+08:00

English Translation:

Today, I only stared blankly at the sky,

I calmly drew you face,

Your lip to your pupils,

Are loveable all today of all days,

Now, I should try to forget about you,

Now, I will not look at you,

Only for me is you,

It can't be no other person,

I want you to know my heart now,

Should I confess,

Do you know my heart only looks at you everyday,

If you only stay with me,

Then nothing bad would happen,

Will you stay by my side,

Should I run to where you are,

Now I want to know your heart,

I just need that,

I can't imagine you gone a day,

Can you accept my heart,

Remember the days we did together,

Think about our past memories,

Only you is for me, I hate others,

Can you wait for only me to hold,

Should I confess?

Do you know my heart only looks at you everyday,

If you only stay with me,

Then nothing bad would happen,

Always protect me by your side,

Your tiny expressions,

Will you tell me how you feel about me?

Love you, I love you,

I love you more than anyone in the world,

If I am allowed to this love,

Then nothing bad would happen,

Only you would make it acceptable,

Will you get the courage,

Now I want to know your heart,

There's nothing more I want,

I can't live a day without you,

I will only love one person, which it is you.

Korean Lyric.

oneuldo meonghani haneulman boda
ne eolgureul gamanhi geuryeo bwasseo
ne ipsul ne nundongjakkaji
da sarangseureowo oneulttara deo
ije ijeoyaji aereul sseobwado

ijen an bwayaji dajimhaebwado
naegen ojik neoppuniya
dareun sarameun andwae
ireon nae mameul ije arajullae
saranghandago malhalkka
maeil neoman baraboneun nae mameul alkka
naegen neo hanaman isseojumyeon
amugeotdo nan ije wonhaji anha
nae gyeoteman isseo jullae

neoege dallyeoga bolkka
ijen ne maeumeul algo sipeo
nan geugeo hanamyeon dwae
nega eomneun haruneun sangsanghal sudo eobseo
ireon nae mameul badajullae

hamkkehaetdeon nareul gieokhaebwado
jinan chueokdeureul doesaegyeobwado
naegen neo hanappuniya dareun sarangeun sirheo
neoman gidarineun nal anajullae
saranghandago malhalkka

maeil neoman baraboneun nae mameul alkka
naegen neo hanaman isseojumyeon
amugeotdo nan ije wonhaji anha
hangsang nae gyeoteul jikyeojullae
chagaun ne pyojeongdo
ne maltudo sanggwaneobseo
nege gobaekhallae
saranghae

neol saranghae
sesang geu nuguboda neoreul deo saranghae
naegen i sarangman heorakhamyeon
amugeotdo nan ije baraji anha
neo hanamyeon chungbunhande
neoege yonggi naebolkka

ijen ne maeumeul algo sipeo
nan deo baral ge eobseo
neo eobsineun harudo saragal suga eobseo
ojik han saram neol saranghae

I love this song so much~ This is how I feel all the times whenever I see you. I wonder how long I can face you. Sometimes I feel like running away coz I can't handle all this feeling. How I wish you know how I feel.

I'm just can't forget~

2010-11-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

I know I'm bad. There's so much guy there outside which willing to be with me but still I like to stick to you that never knows I love you secretly~ Sometimes how I wish to tell you. But I scared that after I tell you we won't even had the chance of remaining our precious friendship that built for a long time. I remember everything so clear. I really wonder will you ever remember all the moments we spent together when we're young? What you've told me? Even though we never contact for a long time, you are the shadow that keeps on supporting me from behind. I keep on thinking that because of you can succeed I can do it too.. I realize that I can do it all the time because of you. Without you, I can't succeed what I have now. But now I think I'm going to stop from leaning on you~ I wonder how I can live without thinking of you~ All this years I'm going on with my life with you in it though you never appear to me in reality~ Now you appear and I don't dare to talk to you that's the worst part of my life. I'm trying to move on~ Finding another you that can support me from behind. But still you'll always be in my heart.

After I watch this drama.. It make me thinks of you~ How I wish I can follow you all the time.. But it seems that we are so far apart..

Marry Me, Mary!

2010-11-12T21:00:00.004+08:00

I'm watching this drama because I'm heart Jang Geun Suk.. ahahaha.. he's freaking hawt here!! XD.. He's my future husband~ ops.. I'm joking~ Anyway, he is such a cute guy though he looks mature here.. His character here looks like a girl yet so manly act.. argh! He's killing me.. XD

Also known as "Mary Stayed Out All Night"
"Mary Stayed Out All Night" is a co-production between South Korea and Japan.
A girl who has not dated for a long time meets a death metal group vocal and begins a relationship with him. But a perfect man interferes in their relationship and this drama shows their lively love triangle.

I wonder Moon Geun Young end up with which guy.. LOL~ Anyway, I wish it's a happy ending..
I just can't wait till the end.. Totally recommend to those who love comedy romantic drama..XD

Mischievous Kiss

2010-09-06T23:16:00.005+08:00

This one of the drama I watch too currently, which is just start airing last week. It's kinda slow to follow it up. I still watching this though the rating is low due to the same month airing with My girlfriend is Gumiho & "Bread, Love & Dream". Hmm.. Actually I'm hook on Personal Taste while blogging bout this drama.. LOL...

Synopsis from Wiki

Based on the popular manga, Oh Ha Ni is a clumsy student who falls for the perfectionist, Baek Seung Jo. However, Seung Jo is indifferent towards her and rejects her love. When Ha Ni's house collapses, she and her father moves into his long-time friend's house. It turns out that Seung Jo is the friend's son and Ha Ni is given the opportunity to be near the guy she loves. Will she be able to move Seung Jo's heart?

Also Know as: Playful Kiss, Naughty Kiss, Jangnanseunreon Kiss

Broadcaster: MBC

Everyone knows this Kim Hyun Joong from SS501 group. He has been popular in Boys over Flower drama as Ji ho. And know he holds an important role as Baek Seung Jo which is a clever boy who always get high result even though he never study. He's kinda cold to everyone who are close to him even to the parents..

This girl name Jeong So Mi. She's was born on 16 March 1989. Gosh, I am same year with her.. hahaha.. but she kinda look younger than that.. I thought she's younger than me.. Her role as Oh Hani and someone said this name sounds like Wo Ai Ni in mandarin (I love you) Kinda.. =P She's an innocent girl which is not good in study until Seung Jo teach her, she had some improvement in study. She's a happy go lucky girl. One thing about her, she loves Kpop alot.. hahaha.. she even remember all the 13 member of Super Junior eventhough she's not good in study. COOL right? I mean at least she's good in something. =D

The Guy in the middle name Bong Joon Goo who likes Ha Ni, but Ha Ni never likes him because she likes Seung Joo. The guys behind him is the group that like to sings and dance during the recess time in school. They kinda cool in the drama which make some humour in it.. LOL~

This little boy is brother name Baek Eun Joo , youngest brother too Baek Seung Joo. Eun Joo don't really like the presence of Ha Ni that at his house coz he thinks that Ha Ni is troublesome to the family and plus Ha Ni is stupid for him coz she don't even understand sixth grade homework.. LOL~ I can't believe Ha Ni is so stupid that time.
Beside Ha Ni is her best friend that always stand by her no matter what. A girl that stand alone is her rival that like Seung Jo, but Seung Jo never try to response her.. hahaha..

Anyway, I just interested in watching this drama because Kim Hyun Joong is inside and I don't even bother about the drama rating is low. So, to all who interested watching drama, please don't over matters about the drama rating. What it matters is your interest upon the drama that you like. =D I just can't wait for the upcoming drama being upload.. ^^

Personal Taste

2010-09-06T02:39:00.008+08:00

Synopsis:

Jeon Jin Ho is a straight guy which been mistaken to be gay had become a roommate to his female friend, Park Kae In. His hobbies include organization and ironing, and he’s known for his stoic poker face. He’s a stickler for cleanliness, but he also has a talent for figuring out women’s feelings. Kae In is very trusting even though she has a habit of being betrayed. However that doesn’t stop her from giving people the benefit of doubt and Jin Ho is no different. How will Kae In react when she finds out that her gay roommate is not actually gay at all and that he has fallen for her?

known as: Personal Preference

Airing date: 31 March 2010 -20 May 2010

Broadcaster: MBC

Episodes: 16

Lee Min Ho & Son Ye Jin make a good couple in this drama. I just love how they play around and listening to each others problem.

My Opinions:

I seriously like this drama alot since I've away from drama for a long time.. LOL~ For months?? hahahah.. I'm kinda like the plot alot.. argh~ Kdrama Insanity is attacking!!! hahaha...

This is Lee Min Ho...Btw, I don't really like Lee Min Ho character in Boys Over Flower. I like his character as Jin Hoo shii... Actually, He's restoring my love and interest in him in this drama. His character here make me change a view bout him~ He's caring here rather than his Ego self in BOF~ I love his character here..

Oh ya, Kae In (Son Ye Jin) looks familiar to me in that drama, coz she's acted in A moment to remember movie which is also one of my favorite Kmovie.. hahahah~ I just can't stand on Kae In innocent character. She's just innocent and being bullied by her own best friend and boyfriend.

I've just watch it until Episode 6 where this Jin Ho shi started to fall in love with Kae In. Owh, they kissed and I don't know whether he realize it coz he's drunk.. @@ I like him here with this girl Kae In~ Seriously, this is recommended to those who love another comedy romantic drama.. =D I just can't wait to end this drama.. ^^

Lessons to be learn in this drama, don't trust friends to much until being stab like Kae In but good thing that she met Jin Ho as her roomate.

I love See Ya's song alot especially with their soulful voice..

I watch Dave days live show in Blog TV

2010-09-05T19:30:00.005+08:00

Gosh, I just can't believe I'm in Dave days live show in BLOG TV today about 630pm just now! It's like a dream to me.. BTW, Thanks for the tweet Blog TV! =D I've been waiting for that moment on watching him live since I sign in Blog TV since last year~ I'm grateful that he sing the song we requested.. =D He's cute! ^^ Yeah, and not forget to mention that he's really talented person, he can sings, play other music instrument (piano, guitar, bass and others), dance ( I saw him moon walking just now) LOL, able to produce new song~ Good in sense of humour.

If you wanna know more about him just look up for him in youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/davedays.

Anyway, I really had a great time with him just now even though is short. He's kinda sleepy coz it's like 4am at States ~Dave days Keep on doing your good work! ^^

And Oh ya, this is the first song I know him.

Happy 53 Birthday Malaysia

2010-08-31T02:55:00.004+08:00

Happy 53 Birthday Malaysia! I pray that we will unite as one Nationality!

No racisms or Descriminations~ I wonder where is the concept on 1 Malaysia where every race such as Malay, Chinese, India, and other Bumiputera should not discriminate each others. I've heard a lot that the Malays keep on complaining that their ancestor never had the chance of doing business instead of blaming the Chinese and India are the one who take the opportunity on doing business. For me, everyone can do business, as long you have the wish to succeed in your career you'll be able to do anything. So, no matter what race or religions are you, if you try your best you'll able to succeed! I particularly do not like that people always said that Chinese can do anything but Malay/Bumiputera's do not know anything. Do they ever realize that if they keep on comparing people on their race or colour of skin, will make people feel so dissapointed on themself why they are born in that race or feel unfair towards God and their family. Why don't we create an atmosphere of that we live in a country where we do not judge upon race but upon our talents and knowledge when we look for job? Let me tell you no matter what race are you, there always a bad or good person! Don't say that there are more Chinese gangsters than Malay or India. Do you know that there are all kinds of people in this world? It's just that we are the one can see who are good or bad. It really doesn't make sense that this race is bad or good!

Talking about religions. We don't have the rights to choose religions if we married to Malay. That's the bad point in Malaysia. Yeah, I know that it's wrong that if they are already Islam and married to Non islam are not worthy. Do they know that actually it is wrong to other religion too. Why don't just they allow they any race married to any race have their rights to choose their religion without creating any troubles to both side? Whatever concept it is in this Malaysia, it is not fair to the citizens. Sometimes, it is not fair to the younger generations example, A Malay Islam Girl who falls in love with a Chinese Buddhist Boy, then they dating, when gets to married part that the Boy have to convert to Islam to married the girl. Then, by doing that the boy have to consider for a long time by thinking of the family sake, he left the girl of this reason and both sides are heartbroken due to this religion problem! In Malaysia, Marry to Islam needs conversion! Seriously this is not fair. Not fair to any Religions. Why don't they just let them have the rights to choose the race. Then this wouldn't create any problems to any sides of the family. Ain't that easy that the girl remain Islam when marry that chinese boy that also remain as Buddhist without any conversion into Islam and change name which will ruin the family name and culture. What I'm trying to emphasize that if we are using concept of 1 Malaysia, this means that we are one! Whatever we do we have the right to choose! Do people out there doing this campaign understand the concept?

Respect each others culture~

It is very hard to find people who can blend in people's culture. Some people likes to compare their own culture with other people culture. Why don't we enjoy the culture instead of comparing and create more chaos?

I hope that English education is still continuing for the better future generations!

Seriously, I hope the government keep on developing for a better quality education for all of us. We make English languange as our main education in other subjects doesn't mean that we diminish our mother languange Bahasa Melayu. We just want that our citizens able to speak in international languange and had the quality wise of education internationally.

I pray that those who in charge of anything in our country does not greed up the money for the sake of themselves perhaps spent on something benefits on the citizens~ I don't mean that someone who's in charge of any ministry used up the money for themself, if you want to used up for yourself why don't you think of the sake of citizens who need all those things then what you own more. Ok, it's enough you take everything. I forgive you, why don't you change yourself now and put more effort on building more good things up in our country~ It's time to improve our country more. Don't keep on focus on West Malaysia, its time to improve East Malaysia. We (Sarawak) have give alot of source to Malaysia yet our development are slower than West Malaysia. It is not fair that we give more but not much improvement happen here! So, I hope that there's more thing to be done improve in Sarawak.

Bless this country and let all of the citizens know their rights by voting to lead them for a better future~ Lastly, I hope that all of us the younger generations should take part in voting. It won't be hard for you just to put an X on your vote on what you choose. Whatever you choose will make a better play for everyone who's going to lead us. Whatever I write here is just my opinion. I do not mean to offense anyone~ I hope that everyone can share out their opinion which have hid down inside their soul. Come on! Let's voice out what we think and solve it together~ This will lead us for a better tommorow.

Love In Disguise

2010-08-20T00:58:00.006+08:00

I just love this song sooo much~ Addicted to it!!

You never knew..who loved you most.

You never knew...who you loved most.
You never knew...the star you admired from afar was actually by your side all along.
You never knew.......that this world is full of the many things you never knew.

Can music truly express emotion? This piano soliloquy from "Love in Disguise" brings together both words and melody to show that not only is this true, but also that sometimes, a few simple notes and phrases are the only way one can sincerely express his feelings. So many things you never know are done for love.
In matters of the heart, though, there will always be things our loved ones don't know, don't understand. The only thing we can do is to keep trying, keep showing them - in whatever way we can - that we care. It may be that they never completely grasp everything that we do and feel for them, but simply the act of never giving up - that is the meaning of true love. -By Lee Hom-

I really agreed in what Lee Hom state. We never knew that what will happen. It's just that we try to express our love to that person even though that person didn't know. I really love his movie. Seriously, I can catch what he's trying to emphasize in this movie. I mean at times we just can't express our feelings through words. Yeah, this is me! I just can't express my love to him ever since we both separate for a long time and met again. Coz I just don't know how to start. And here, this girl in the movie, she loves this guy she just don't know how to express her feelings. She try to express it in a poem, and try to let that guy know she loves him but still that guy still unable to understand her. On the other hand, Lee Hom, keep on thinking that this girl is his soul mate and do not realize that actually he's falling in love with her. I just love that he says that this girl is different from other girl.. LOL~ He just want to be close with that girl and try to help her in all he can. I just can't stand it when he himself heart broke. But at least, the girl realize that both of them actually in love all the while! I shouldn't tell the whole story here. It's just that sometimes our feelings are really hard to describe. We just hope that person we love can understand that we loves them. And for me, I just hope that my eyes can speak what my heart trying to says to him though I never talk to him. I wish that he talk to me. ^^ Rare thing bout me I talk to all the guys! LOL~ But not him! I'm stupid! It's just that whenever I see him, he just take my breath away and I can't even speak a word out!

I don't really favorite an artist in my life. I just love the song that being sang by them! For Lee Hom, I like his Wei Yi, Forever Love, Kiss Goodbye, and now this song The things you never knew. I also do listen his other songs because My dad got his songs when he's not that famous that time which means I actually listen to his songs when I was young. I never talk about any taiwan artist or what.. I think he's the first one that make me feel wanna blog about him. I've read his recent articles bout he unable to go back for New Year celebration with his family but still he wanna spent the time with them with skype. He cares for his family even he's busy with his career. He's really putting his effort in his work. He's express all his emotions on the music that he sings! For now, He's just not that he's famous in his good looking but he's talented in this music industry~ Oh ya, there's one particula character I like about him is that he's able to handle the gossips out there. He'll change the topic by saying that's he's more interest in his music than all the gossips out there! He's that awesome by handling all this things! ^^ Oh ya, he came from a medical line family. His father is a paediatrician and both his brother are in medical field too. He's different from them maybe he got the same passion with his mother.

To those who is still new and wondering who am I bla up there, Here is him:

Full Name: Alexander Lee Hom -Wang/王力宏

Known as: LeeHom

Birth of Date: 17 May 1976

Place of Birth: Rochester,New York, Usa

Siblings: 2 brothers

Height: 180cm

Weight: 68kg

Blood type:O

Anyway, you may get more info in the net. Hope he'll get to find his true love as the movie he directed. Sometimes, a person need a partner to rely on and express the feelings that is unable to be express in anywhere. I pray that he's healed from his past and get to go to his new chapter of his life.

I've got my first Interview

2010-07-27T19:27:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time I didn't update myself when I back Kuching. Seriously, I am bored at home when I back. LOL..During the bored time I apply Job online. So, I got few calls for interview in KL but I can't went back there for interview because I'm already in Sarawak. I remember my first call for interview was from KLMU college for the post of clinical instructor but I unable to attend the interview because the call was from Sarawak and I had my clinical posting in Kedah. However, every circumstances that I've come through out my college life there must be a reason where I do not know why and only God knows why. I don't blame anybody, and it's just not the right time when I being call to interview. I receive lots of call to interview before I graduate but that time I was in somewhere else where I can't attend any interview.

I've back to Kuching about 2 weeks plus and I feel bored at home.. hahahaha.. So, during my bored time I search for few places to apply job online. I've apply to few places such as Hospital, handicapped centres, rehabilitation centres and even fitness centre. I just waited for their reply after I sent my mail. Few hospitals in Miri and Sibu had reply me that they do not have any vacancy for physiotherapy for time being. Kuching hospital such as Timberland, Kuching Specialist and Normah, I wonder why they don't even reply me yet.

I also do ask around my church friend is there any part time job to do~ I need not do any interview for this and I got the job as tuition teacher (helper) for the little kids. I also do help out during the Sunday School. What I do for now at least I can earn some pocket money for time being..

Last two days, I was suprised that Level Up, replied my email! They call me for interview. =D Seriously, this is my first time interview in my life! LOL~ I really have no idea what am I going to answer when I go there.

When I recall back what am I answering, I feel like to bang on the wall because I simply answer them. I answer it spontaneously... @@ hahaahah

Interviewer : Tell me about yourself

Me: *blur face* ?? Erm... Now, I'm doing physiotherapy.. Learning all the modalities.. bla bla bla.. so out of topic.. wahahahaha.. (I hope I don't do this stupid mistake anymore)

I suppose TO TALK ABOUT MYSELF! LOL~ Seriously, I have no idea how would be a interview be. I watch it in youtube, yet I do mistake myself. I think I should go for interview many times to avoid all the stupid mistakes.. As old people always says practice makes perfect. XD.

Interviewer: Why you want to become a fitness Instructor?

Me: Because I wanna keep fit. (when I think back that answer, I keep on laughing~ what kind of answers I'm answering~~~) I don't think that would be a very good reason for that.. hahaha.. BUT seriously, I wanna keep FIT~ every time I wanna do exercise, it just this LAZY keep on attacking me but If I really were a fitness instructor, that would be the reason for me to do exercise... hahahahahahah

Oh, back to the topic again! They ask me do I ready myself up whether I wanna to be as fitness instructor rather than becoming a physiotherapist. @@.. I answered YES! Actually, I don't mind that I work out of my field. As long I got reasonable salary to stay there. I hope that I got that job with a good salary given. =D Plus I'm the eldest among all my bros and sis so I have to be a good example as a sister to earn money for the family. I hope that I got a Job before next year. Lord, please help me. Only you are the one that knows the best.

Ranting about People that like to Compare Old and New Korean band/Group

2010-07-02T02:56:00.003+08:00

I wonder why people like to compare among the group. If you like to COMPLAIN alot about that Group. So why don't you keep it to yourself, and you just enjoy the group that you interested. I mean every Group have their own talents eventhough they seems alike.

Fashions? Alot of people complaining.. 4 minutes are copying 2Ne1. Or recently I heard Sistar looks like 2Ne1 too. I mean why people like to compare.. Don't you want them to wear something odd to perform.. then they will be out of date. Every entertainer have to follow the latest trends right? So, that's why they almost look alike in outcomes. I mean what do you expect??. Ok, don't tell me that you want Wonder Girls to wear a very classical cloth to perform. Then, in times they might not be popular by now.

Talking about autotunes on some Group, I don't have to mention. It doesn't mean that they don't have the good voice on their song. It's just the new genre of this music industry. Don't tell me that oh MBLAQ uses alot of autotune than ZE:A... hello!! What generation are you in? No autotunes.. Sorry to say even alvin and the chipmunks are also an autotune.. If you don't like about it, just go away and listen to other song. Don't come to their video and bash about what you don't like about them.

Some people prefer this group such as SNSD, or Wonder Girls or 2NE1...Then when new girl group come such as SISTAR, 4 Minutes, F(x) then you say they are not as good as them.. Everyone had their talents and skills to perform and entertain us. But why people never appreciates of what they trying to do instead you bash them up just because they are new. I mean if you don't like the new group. So, stop listen to their song and why not just listen to the old one since you like to stick to the old one. We have to accept something different. Just enjoy what is being present in front of us.

No matter what people talk about all the Korean groups/bands. I'll always love to listens to their song and enjoy seeing them performing. It's just my love towards them. If you don't like the group. Just keep quite and walk off. It wasn't a big deal to hurt them. This might help to reduce suicidal rate in Korean entertainers. I think they receive alot of gossips and they unable to cope up with their stress.. I pray that people will understand thems and always appreciate their performance towards the people that are interested to them. =D

Malaysia's Food Recipes

2010-06-30T16:16:00.003+08:00

To those who is interested in Malaysian Food. You can find it more from the Fanpage in Facebook.

Why not you can join and learn more about Malaysian Food and You can even learn to cook it all by yourself at home.

Join by clicking here ----> Malaysia's Food Recipes

The Reason Why We feel So Tired, ACIDIC BLOOD!

2010-06-22T15:00:00.012+08:00

Under weakly alkaline condition, cancerous cells will not be able to grow, or even to survive.

Actual case studies, very important, please read patiently and pass this on.

Even if you have read this before, you should reread this, especially the list of acidic and alkaline foodstuff , best to read several times and remember.

Please read this article in full patiently, it will be helpful to your health.

More than 30 years ago, a Mr Zhang who worked in the public sales department of a Taipei Brewery, participated in the brewery overseas study selection examination, and passed with flying colours.

Before going overseas during the physical examination at a public hospital, it was discovered that he had a tumour growth in his lung the size of a child's fist, and therefore was not able to go overseas to study.

The greatly disappointed Mr Zhang had always been suspicious that the diagnosis was wrong. So he went to another hospital for a check-up, the result confirm that previous diagnosis was not in error.

For the youthful and healthy Mr Zhang to be stricken down with such terminal illness, in his despair, he rang his old classmate who at the time was Taidong County Government, Huangsun County Mayor's secretary, Mr Wei.

Mr Wei rushed to Taipei during his rest day on a Sunday to see Mr Zhang.

Mr Zhang discussed with Mr Wei in detail his despair and pessimism, and entrusted his friend regarding his affairs after his death. Coincidentally, Mr Wei was a good friend of Dr Lu Geling, who was in charge of the Maijie Hospital, 1945-55, and specialised in the clinical research into cancer cases.

He immediately suggested that Mr Zhang go to see Dr Lu for treatment. At first, Mr Zhang said he preferred not to see anymore doctors, so as not to add further to his misery.

But Mr Wei told him that he had telephoned Dr Lu before to seek his advice and arranged an appointment. Mr Zhang felt obligated and went with Mr Wei to meet Dr Lu

When Dr Lu met with Mr Zhang, Dr Lu said: ' Mr Wei is a friend and introduced you and I to get to know each other. This is destiny. Thank you. Let me ask you do you know why is cancer referred to as terminal illness?'

Both Mr Zhang and Mr Wei did not know how to answer.

Dr Lu explained: 'There are only two approaches taken by humans to treat cancer to-date. The first is to destroy the source of the disease. The second is to increase the capability to fight the disease.
But the strange thing is that, whether we use Cobalt 60 or other drugs to destroy the cancer cells, before the cancer cells are killed, the good cells are destroyed first.
On the other hand, no matter what nutrients or supplements we use, before the good cells have a chance to absorb them, the cancer cells have taken them up and it simply speeds up the growth of cancer.
Therefore both approaches are doomed to failure, that is why cancer is terminal.'
Dr Lu continues: 'Human beings are most clever, they have successfully landed on the moon. But why is it no one ever questioned the above two approaches for treating cancer which are nothing but self defeating dead-ends, and try to seek a third avenue?
When I was conducting clinical research in Majie Hospital, I had many opportunities to work with and being helped by many colleagues in the Hospital. I discovered that the blood tests of 100% of the cancer patients showed that the blood samples are acidic.
Those Buddhist monks and nuns who are long term vegetarians and live very close to Nature, their blood are prevalently weakly alkaline and amongst them, there has yet to discover any cancer cases.
Therefore, I boldly concluded that under weakly alkaline condition, cancer cells are not able to grow, or even to survive.

Every day, he ate green algae, drank chestnut soup, be optimistic and did an appropriate amount of exercise, and went back to the same public hospital for a check up. It was discovered that not only that the tumour did not increase in size, on the contrary it showed signs of shrinking, and surprised the hospital staff conducting the check-up as a miracle. Five years later, the tumour had shrunk to such a state as to almost disappear.
After almost 40 years, presently Mr Zhang's health is totally normal, and living a very pleasant life.
Following Mr Zhang, a Mr Chen Tianshou, who was previously Head of the General Administration of the Taidong Provincial Hospital, was similarly diagnosed with lung cancer.
When Mr Wei heard of this, he told Mr Chen of the experience of Mr Zhang, and Mr Chen started to follow the instructions of Dr Lu to change his physical condition. The outcome was that he was able to recover fully from the cancer, just like Mr Zhang.
At that time, Mr Lu and his family have emigrated to the United States. After the two cases, he returned to Taiwan and met up with Mr Wei.
Mr Wei told Dr Lu about the experiences of Mr Zhang and Mr Chen, and suggested that let the two of them detailed their experiences to Dr Lu in person, so that Dr Lu could publish a report on his self cure body conditioning method.

Dr Lu very humbly replied:

'I am too old, besides, I do not have any clinical records of the outcomes. I would ask that you tell your
friends and relatives, if they are agreeable, then please continue this experience and spread the words

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One should take care of oneself but should also be caring about others, 85% of cancer patients have acidic in their physical condition.

*** Blood of healthy persons is weakly alkaline in nature, with a pH of about 7.35 to 7.45

*** Babies' blood is also weakly acidic

*** As adults mature their blood becomes more acidic in nature

According to a study of 600 cancer patients, of their bodily fluid, 85% of the patients are acidic .

Therefore, how to maintain the weakly acidic nature of our body is the first step for moving far away from diseases.

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Acidic physical conditions manifest itself in:

1. Skin without lustre

2. Athlete's foot

3. Feeling tire even with very little exercise, and feeling sleep the moment one gets on to public buses

4. Easily out of breath going up and down stairs

5. Fat and with lower stomach protruding,

6. Move slowly and movement lethargic

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Why does the body physical condition turn acidic?

1. Excessive intake of dairy acidic food

a) meat, dairy products, eggs, beef, ham, etc are acidic food

b) taking too much acidic food will cause the blood to become acidic and viscous, difficult to flow to the end of blood vessels, leading to cold feet or knee, stiff shoulders and insomnia.

c) When one is young and strong, taking suitable quantity of meat is appropriate, but older people it more suitable to have a diet which are primarily vegetables or small fish.
2. Irregularity in the pace of life will cause the body physical condition to become acidic

a) Irregular pace in life will lead to mental and physical stress

b) According to statistics, people who sleep late are more likely to have cancer than normal persons, by as much as 5 times.

c) Human beings originally lead a life with regular tempo in this world, it is not possible to store up sleep or food and not possible to change the order of living by mixing up days and nights.

d) Human organs are controlled by the autonomic nerves, and during day time it is mainly sympathetic nerves activities, and at night it is mainly the parasympathetic nerves which are functioning, If this order is disturbed and reversed, then diseases will result.

3. Emotion over tensed

a) Civilised society brings stresses

b) Job related or mental stresses

c) A person suffers mental stress, when the stress is removed and the person relaxes, sometimes this may lead to death, referred to as the syndrome of imperfect adrenal cortex function.

4. Physical Stress

a) Before any operation it would be necessary to check to see if the renal cortex does function normally. If the adrenal cortex is lacking, or if the stress imposed by the operation exceeded the ability of adrenal cortex to cope, it could lead to death or other undesirable impacts.

b) If it noted that patient's face is puffy, it would be necessary to inquire in detail the patient's medical history and medication status, for patients taking adrenal cortical hormone, extra care should be exercise when administering acupuncture.

c) Stress due to physical labour or exercise in excess, whole night card games, driving etc should be avoided as much as possible

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Appendix: Acidity/alkalinity of Common food stuff

1. Strongly acidic food: egg yolk, cheese, cake make with white sugar or persimmon, mullet fish roe, dried cod.

2. Mildly acidic food: ham, bacon, chicken meat, squid, pork, eel, beef, bread, wheat, butter, horse meat etc

3. Weakly acidic food: white rice, peanut, beer, alcohol, oil fried tofu, sea weed, clam, octopus, catfish

4. Weakly alkaline food: red bean, radish, apple, cabbage, onion, tofu etc.

5. Mildly alkaline food: dried radish, soya bean, carrot, tomato, banana, orange, pumpkin strawberry, egg white, dried plum, lemon, spinach, etc.

6. Strongly alkaline food: grape, tea leave, grape wine, kelp sprout, kelp, etc. Especially natural green algae which contain rich quantity of chlorophyll are very good alkaline health food, but tea should not be drunk in excess, and best to drink in the morning.

My Life in Kedah is deteoriating!

2010-05-16T22:00:00.005+08:00

What can I say here... Working life s so much different in College and School life. Damn. Today, alot of things happen! FIRST OF ALL! Huh.... Electric shock and non electric the whole night until morning. Can you imagine that, with mosquitoes and no Fans!!!! We don't even sleep. We just close our eyes with our own manual fan (hand fan with paper). Ok.. after that, we wake up late! hahahaha... i mean we wake up at 7.30 am... that is obviously late. What a day right? We arrive RSK at 8.05pm. We've told Madam Kosella what has happen to our house. Woh, thank God that she's so understanding and that day we had half day actually we wanted to ask for half day but she told us that we had half day for today coz teacher's day. Gosh, we are so sleepy the half day there.

Then, suddenly another bad news pop up! I just can't believe what has happen....The staff in our centre talking bad about us... What is happening! Do we ever do what you mention??? Gosh! You think that you can stab us behind and act nothing in front of us! Hypocrites! It's not that I want to hurt the feeling of those who reading this! Someone say us "gedik-gedik" with the staff! Please la~~ do you think we go there to flirt around ! Can you all think logically, we go posting for learning! If you want to say what are you guys going to say, go and see yourself in mirror la... You think we going to do all the nonsense things and waste our time to play with the dirty games with the staff! No matter what the staff saying, only God know's what is happening. It's their problem between God. Just because of a person among 8 of us, everyone being blame. This is not fair! That's the reason I say working life is full of criticizing, hypocrites and all the evil thoughts among the staff. Don't trust anyone in work except there is someone who we can truly trust.

We got to go home after work at 12.45 pm. So, the first thing we do actually is to fix our electric box. Thank God, our warden had fix it before we back. I'm glad it is fast. First thing I do when I'm back, taking bath then went straight back to my bed! I had a good NAP! Ok.. that's all for today~ I'll reupdate it back when I have the time again. =D

Code Blue (Doctor Helicopter)

2010-04-22T22:13:00.005+08:00

I bought this drama in Speedy Times Square before I go to Kedah to avoid myself from boring. Gosh, that time I was wondering whether this drama is nice or not. Now I just can't deny it that this drama is awesome. I really enjoy watching it with my roomates in Kedah. What can I say, Original disc have more pictures to eye candy... hehehe.. The cover is full of Tomopi's picture.. =D

Synopsis

If it can be treated one second earlier, the heart might start beating again.
If there is one extra helicopter, another life in danger may be saved.
If one more life can be saved, the Japanese medical community may regain trust.
There are more lives in this country that can be saved.

The "Doctor Helicopter" system was legalized in Japan in June 2007. A medical team is dispatched to the patients on a helicopter to provide medical care in the field as soon as possible. One day, four young physicians are assigned to this latest medical system. The doctors experience traumatic medical situations, deal with personal ambitions, witness the fragility of life, and they grow personally and professionally.

My Opinion:

This is a very good medical drama to watch. We can learn that helping a person must be fast and alert. Gosh, at least I have medical feeling back after i feel so down in past few months. Lastly, Yamashita Tomohisa (Tomopi) is soo handsome and cool. If you wondering who is that person... You can see it just here for your eye candy.. Lol.. he is Hot! Gosh, I can't sleep after watching him... hehehehehe... I just can't keep my eyes off him.. ehehehehehe... =P

Name (romaji): Yamashita Tomohisa
Former name: 青木智久 / Aoki Tomohisa
Nicknames: Yamapi, Tomo-chan, TomoPi, Pi, P-chan
Profession: Actor and singer
Birthdate: 1985-Apr-09
Birthplace: Chiba, Japan
Height: 175cm
Weight: 60kg
Star sign: Aries
Blood type: A

Anyway, I hope I can find the 2nd Season for this drama and the special edition episodes. It is recommended to everyone who enjoy watching medical drama. =D

Life in Kedah

2010-04-22T19:00:00.006+08:00

I was posted in Kedah at RSK Bedong, it's an old folks home under goverment surveilance. Hmm.. there are 8 of us in a hostel at Taman Desa Budiman Me, Catherine, Fhiela, Davi (in a room), Dya (alone in a room), Dashyani, Era and Tjun (in a room). I don't really like the area that much, coz it's not very safety actually.. Anyway, don't think so much what I can do is pray for our safety.. Just keep on praying for us. Hmm.. But it's really long enough which is 2 months in Kedah. But thank God, we got TV in our hostel and my internet line are enough for me to online. LOL.. Anyway, I'll write more if I got the feeling to blog out.

Erma and Adira ( EA)

2010-04-15T13:08:00.005+08:00

Do Malaysian Entertainment ever plan on making production of girl band or siblings in singing? Do they ever plan that? Hmm.. At times, how i wish they had one. I mean why not since Erma Suhaimi and Adira Suhaimi are sisters and have same interest. I am sure they had no problems in working together in singing. Mary Kate Olsen and Ashley Olsen able to do acting and singing together, Janice and Sonia sings together in youtube. I mean if siblings can sing together. Why not them? But I hope that Malaysian Entertainment consider this. It might be a hit for this. Why don't try something new? I hope I can see them (Erma and Adira) work together in future. Actually it's a dissapointment for me a good talent such as Erma have to be out from AF8 in week 2. I mean it's not fair. I hope there is a change in Malaysia Entertainment. Looking forward to the new change of siblings singing together. =D

To those who is still wondering who is Janice and Sonia or know as Js in Youtube. I really love both of them singing in youtube. I love them sing Officially Missing You. One of my favorite from their singing.
This is Mary Kate Olsen and Ashley Olsen. They work together since they are very young in a drama series (Full house) then bring them to singing career and modelling. They are quite succesful in their entertainment life. =D I love both of them too in acting. They also have their own novel.

Anyway I realy do looking forward of new Malaysian Entertainment Production. I mean changes. As i see Malaysian movie and drama too had improve much more better than before. Now, can't wait for the singing part. LOL.. Singers that can sing, dance, host, model, dj and acting.

Spread the love of K-Pop among Sarawakians

2010-04-07T23:01:00.003+08:00

I would like to share the fan page of K-pop lover in Sarawak. Please join this page if you are Kpop lover in Sarawak =) I love K-Pop very much and I hope that one day one of the artist may come to Sarawak and perform. =D Alot of my friends says it's impossible. Who knows, everything is possible if you have the faith. If there is alot of Fans that love Kpop as I do, they might perform there. So, let's invite your friends who share the same interest.

CLICK HERE -----> SARAWAK K-POP LOVER

Jang Geun Suk will be in Singapore this coming week!

2010-04-07T03:12:00.003+08:00

He will be in Singapore on the 24 April. Gosh~ How I wish I can see him personally. Will he be visiting me in Malaysia. Nah.. I know it's imposible. I am dreaming then. He said he never been to Singapore and I am sure he also never been to Malaysia for sure. Nah... JGS i hope you come and see me. It is impossible for me to see you in Singapore coz I'm having my clinical posting. =( I really hope my dreams come true that you meet me in real life. Anyway, i hope you'll be enjoying your time in Singapore meeting all your fanatic fans there. =)

The Last Song

2010-04-03T16:16:00.003+08:00

My main aims is to buy The Last Song Novel by Nicholas Spark! But I end up buying 2 more books. Because MPH is having this promotion of buying 2 books and free 1 book. So I buy Dear John by Nicholas Spark and Tender Triump by Judith Mcnaught. I like to collect books since I'm very young. I thought to become a librarian before. I have alot of ambitions in my life but I do not know which one I want the most. Anyway, I'll just follow what it flow through my life. I realize I shouldn't think so much in my life. I rather stay neutral and do what is already done now.

I've finish my novel Please forgive me by Mellisa Hill. This story really teach me something. Don't run away from something if you have done something wrong. We should better clear out everything and don't leave doubts in our life. OR we will regret for life until we are old. =) Eventhough I said I wanted to become bad, I just say it! I never meant it. And I'm not stupid to ruin my own life being bad. Just at times I am mean to people. I hope people will understand me. At times, I think my own family never understand me. I just feel want to run away at time coz I don't know how to solve things, I just needed time to think. Anyway, I'm glad that this kind of feeling is over. I've overcome it! I learn a lot through people's life. I am glad that God always by my side when I'm needed him! =)

And oh yeah I love this song alot, When I look at you by Miley Cyrus, an OST for The Last Song Movie. This is so nice!! Hmm, it seem I don't know how to embed videos here.. Youtube has changed the feature. Anyway I just put the link here.. -> Click Here. The songs are really meaningful. And I really love it. You just have to hear it.

Prayers for Me.

2010-04-02T21:09:00.006+08:00

I don't know what I'm thinking all this while. I try to tell what I feel to my family but they don't understand me. I realise when my graduation is near, the more worries I had for my future. I am lost. In times I think I want to give up my study after alot of things happen. I've choose study because I want to honor my Family. But things seems sooo complicated when we grow older. Alot of things have to think, Life, Work and everything. It seems I cannot choose. I'm in dilemma where I want to work in future. I want to go back to my hometown but I am afraid that there is no job in my own home. But I let all this things on you hand Lord. Only you know what is best for me.

I am glad that God is always with me though at times they don't understand me. Only Him, that always stay by my side when I'm in need with him when I'm in difficulty of thinking in my little thoughts. Jesus is the One that talks to me when I'm really sooo down when I'm lost..... I realise, I shouldn't worry too much coz this will make an evil thoughts to play in my little naive mind. I thought everything in Life is difficult. But when I see Jesus has give his life to Me, that is much more difficult what I have face now. I am so bless that He has gave his life to the world and rescue us from the sinful world.

I know that You have given me a purpose in this world. Lord, keep me strong to go on with my life. I am easily stray, but I know that when I look upon you I will be back to the right pathway again. It is not easy to walk alone but I know that you always with me. Give me strength to go on through out my life. I hope everything will be fine. Thanks for helping me throughout my exam and keep on giving me faith on my coming exam too.. Friends keep on praying for me too. =) Pray for my life directions and purpose to bring me forward to my life and my family too.

~What a word~

2010-03-25T02:30:00.002+08:00

NO ONE
falls in love by choice,
it is by CHANCE.

No one
stays in love by chance,
it is by WORK.

And no one
falls out of love by chance,

it is by CHOICE

College Days

2010-03-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

Lord let me make the rules:

To think of life as college,
and try my best,
to stand my test.
and do my work.
and nothing shirk

This lesson thou hast give,
to teach me how to live,
To do, To bear,
to get and share,
to work and play,
and trust always.

Someday my time will come,
Someday my heart will rejoice,
as with a shout,
that college let out,
and lessons done,
I'm homeward run.

Erma first performance during AF Tirai

2010-03-14T00:38:00.010+08:00

She sings Tiada Lagi Tangisan by Aishah.

There is 2 host in this season Jimmy Shanley and Sarimah! Wah~ I love how they spice up the programmed with their humor~

There are three judges in this AF 8 which is Adlin Aman Ramlie (actually he reminds me of Simon in American Idol), Ning Baizura (my favorite singer) and Aznil Haji (used to be Akademi Fantasia for 5 season)!

Adlin, I'm so sorry to say that I don't like how he give comment on the student~ I just don't like how he critics on my friend.. ( I think I'm bias enough to side Erma) LOL~ he said she sings very noisy.. Argh~~~ I don't think so~ It's called as VIBRATO~ I admit that she is nervous but she is strong enough to face the crowd and this is the first time.. Everyone will overcome it slowly!! But anyway, maybe this is the way you comment may fire up her spirit =)

Hmm.. I love how Ning Baizura comment her voice! Yup! She had the potential to sing well! Which means the voice is the tool for her to lead forward!Powerful tool I like the way she comment straight forward and don't care what other judges says. She had her own opinion and doesn't influences by what other people thinks. =) I like how she give hope and believe to the student to improve their weakness.

Aznil's comment to her, is still can be acceptable for me.. I mean he comment from her weakness point, at least she knows her weak point~ By the way I love how he give encouragement to her and tell her own which part of weakness to be improved. I keep on laughing when he says that she sing wu wa ahhhh.. @@ I think he means that she have to learn voice control~

My opinion on her. Ee if you read this, remember that all of us here physio group 200703 will always support you. And Ee, I know you can do it if you overcome your fear! We all believe you can do it! Go Forward! Yeah~

This is just an opinion from me. I do not mean to hurt anyone that read my blogs. Everyone had their point of view in everything. I learn from your opinion, and you learn from me. =)

credits to crystle87. I'm glad that she upload the video in you tube. I hope she upload more in her account =)

For more information: http://www.astro.com.my/akademifantasia/

I try to update whatever is the latest news on her k. This is her fan page i made for her in Facebook: Click here to join-> Erma Akademi Fantasia 8 Fan Page

Thanks for the support! Your Vote is appreciated. Type AFUNDI EMA to 32999.

Akademi Fantasia Season 8

2010-03-11T17:59:00.017+08:00

I am sure you all were shock that I'm writing about Akademi Fantasia Season 8. There is a reason I'm writing it out. LOL..Akademi Fantasia is one of Malaysia TV shows in Astro Ria.. I remember the last time I watch Akademi Fantasia when I was in Secondary School, the very first season 1. LOL.. Then I never continue it. LOL.. Let's say I keep on updating myself with all sorts of Korean latest entertainment.. hahahahah..

The reason I'm writing this post is because one of my best friend in college Erma (I used to called her Ee) had join this academy. I don't have the chance to tell her that I'm proud of her being in this academy, coz she never mention this to me and it's my fault never call her during my posting in Kuching. Plus I'm not really updated in Malaysian Entertainment. =( Eventhough I seldom contact her, but she always in my heart. I got to know her in this academy from my other college friends. By the way her youngest sister also do join this academy, Siti Adira Suhaimi, known as Adira, 19 years old.

But it is still not late congratulate and to tell her that I'm glad that she had join this academy and she didn't waste her talents. She is really talented coz she had the voice and good in dancing. Erma really had a very good vocal, I mean awesome and spectacular. If you all know who is Charice Pempengco, her voice is almost similar to hers. =) I wish one day Charice Pempengco will be duet with her. ^^

I really love Erma voice from the very start I know her, even before she is in this academy. To all my blog readers, please vote for her, I am sure her performance entertain all of you.

Those who wanna vote her please type AFUNDI EMA and sms it to 32999

I've seen her singing live and I love her voice. Trust me, her performance will not fail you. And your vote are appreciated alot.

You will get the latest updates of Akademi Fantasia website http://www.astro.com.my/akademifantasia/or just stay tuned in Astro Ria. =) for more information

Full Name: Erma Bt.Suhaimi
DOB: 13 May 1989 (20 years old this year)
POB: Hospital Ranau, Sabah
Race: Kadazan, Dusun
Religion: Islam
Height: 154 cm Weight: 47 Kg
Status: Single
Occupation: Student & Part Time worker of A&W
Highest Education: Diploma in Physiotherapy
Siblings: 8 (she's the 7th among the 8)
Hobby: She loves outdoor activities, eating, playing games, surfing internet, singing and dancing.
Personalities:She's active, easy going, stubborn and easily sympathize

This is the video that I've recorded, she sings for our group farewell party!

Gosh, I can't wait for Ee's coming performance on this Saturday (13 March 2010, 9.00 pm) in Astro Ria. So, guys don't forget to catch up on that day for a better proof that she's talented as I've mention. I hope that she can get throughout the weeks in the academy! Good Luck Girl! =)

credits to www.murai.com.my and www. astro.com.my

Another New Korean Band =)

2010-02-09T01:32:00.008+08:00

Sponge Band

New band name as Sponge Band with 5 member it.. COOL.. another BAND!! Now is 1 guy for vocal and 4 talented girls with musical instrument.. Woo.. I just can't wait for their debut.. I've seen their teaser in all-kpop news. Their first mini album "THE BEGINNING) will be out soon which is on the 19th of February 2010. They also had one Music Video OST for Loving You A Thousand Time. I like the vocalist voice Oh Song, and probably the cute and talented girls, Ga On, K#, Soo Yeon, and Cheong A.

This is short biography of Sponge Band members:

Oh Song (오송)
Birth : March 22th 1988
Size & Weight : 183cm , 62kg
Speciality: Vocalist

Soo Youn (수연)
Birth : January 10th 1990
Size & Weight : 162cm , 43kg
Speciality: Guitarist

K# (키샵)
Birth : May 4th 1986
Size & Weight : 162cm , 45kg
Speciality: Bassist

Ga On (가온)
Birth : March 15th 1993
Size & Weight : 168cm , 45kg
Speciality: Drum

Chung Ah (청아)
Birth : April 7th 1993
Size & Weight : 160cm , 41kg
Speciality: Piano

I hope I can see their performance soon!! Whee.. I'm sure they will be as good as FT Island and CN BLUE.. I love Band group.. hehehehe =)

Don't forget to join the fan group in facebook. Click Here -> BECOME A FAN

And By The way this is their first music video for the OST!

Credits: All-kpop, Soompi

Thinking of Shopping Online?

2010-02-07T00:10:00.006+08:00

Ling Fashion

Talking about online shopping.. For people like me lazy to walk around. Saves time actually, if you don't realize, you can shop while you do your job in computer.. multitasking ...wakakaka ...=P

Recently, I'm up to some online shopping. Erm..sure you all would be asking why?? Just to try out new things. New evolution of Year 2010. LOL.. konon~ Plus I don't have time when I'm having attachment in Kuching. After work, feels tired and lazy to walk around. By the way Shopping online really saves my time, I don't have to see one by one of the cloth at the store, drive here and there to one boutique to the other...so That's the main point!!!

And the best thing is the seller is from Kuching.. =) So, they can send the product that I purchase to my home or meet up somewhere in Kuching area ... hahahaha...

What I like about Ling Fashion's website:

1) They provide variety of trendy fashions from Hong Kong, Korea (my favorite fashion), and even some local designs.

2) Their clothing are ready stock so they won't delay their material to pass to us in Kuching region. Except, if you are from other part of Malaysia (West or East Malaysia), it may take time with the Pos Laju.. lol..

3) You wouldn't keep on worrying if the material can be worn or not because it is on well explain each of the clothing that shown.

4)They use their own model to wear the material, so that you wouldn't questioning yourself whether it is fit to you or not. Measurement of the material are even state on each of them. They know their things more than you do.. so, there's nothing to be worry for you.

5) Everyone wants a quality thing right?? Ling Fashion wouldn't fail to do that.. All of their clothing must have passed through their quality assurance, then the material will be posted up in their store website.

6) You can even comment on the comment box to get as soon as possible response from the seller. =) Or email the seller for further explanation. She will reply you THE SOONEST. ^^ Best thing is, they provide MSN order services! Add their MSN address: connie@lingfashion.com

7) Talking about the price. You might think it is expensive but you paid what you get. So don't worry whether it is worth to be paid or not because the quality of the material can be assured.

8) You can get discount on how much you spent ( of course the more you spent the more discount you got) ^^

9) Best of all Free Delivery for Kuchingnites =D and for those from other part of Malaysia will get free delivery too if you spent more than RM250.. it is a good deal right?? =)

10) You also even can subscribe to their website to check up the latest deal of their clothings. So why not, hurry and subscribe them. Click here -> S.U.B.S.C.R.I.B.E

So, what to wait for now?? Go and see what had interest you before it is out of stock!!!

You wouldn't regret buying their clothings. It is worth buying because they serve their customer with quality material assurance. And I'm sure Ling Fashion don't want to do one time business by selling non quality material to their customer.

I hope this will clear out the doubt to people that has interest in buying the clothing from them. But if you still don't believe what I've stated here, why not you check it up yourself by viewing the website and try to buy it once. =) Who knows once you've tried it, and you may like it. ^^

Click on my link here
~> Ling Fashion : www.lingfashion.com for more information

You may even can contact them directly through comment box of their website, email or msn live messenger : connie@lingfashion.com

~ENJOY SHOPPING~

CN BLUE

2010-01-15T00:18:00.006+08:00

CN BLUE stands for Code Name Burning Lovely Untouchable Emotional. This band is as cool as FT Island. I love Band that have talents alot.. eventhough I like boy band but I prefer band with talents more.. =) Nah.. anyway they are under the same management (F&C Entertainment) of FT Island. Anyway how I wish they can perform together in future.. =) What is special about this band.. Hmm.. they are an indie band before they get famous.. They become more famous after one of their member Jung Yong Hwa acted in the drama of You're Beautiful as Shin Woo.. They gain more popularity since onward then. Their first mini album debuted in Japan.

♥ Name: Jung Yong Hwa (정용화)
Birthdate: 22/06/1989
Position: Guitar & Vocal
Height: 180cm
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A
Hobby: Appreciating music
Specialty: Clarinet, Beatbox
Career: Actor, Model

♥ Name: Lee Jeong Sin (이정신)
Birthdate: 15/09/1991
Position: Bassist
Height: 186cm
Weight: 66kg

Blood Type: A
Hobby: Appreciating music
Specialty: Rap, Bass

♥ Name: Kang Min Hyuk (강민혁)
Birthdate: 28/06/1991
Position: Drummer
Height: 184cm
Weight: 60kg
Blood Type: A
Hobby: Soccer, Basketball
Specialty: Flute

♥ Name: Lee Jong Hyun (이종현)
Birthdate: 15/05/1990
Position: Leader, Guitar & Vocal
Height: 182cm
Weight: 64kg
Blood Type: O
Hobby: Enjoy music, Doing Exercise
Specialty: Judo

What can I say then now..?? Hmm.. I just love their music as I love FT Island Music.. I just can't wait to see more of their performance in future.. Let's enjoy their first debut in Korea.

HAPPY 20th ANNIVERSARY DAD AND MUM!!

2010-01-05T17:22:00.007+08:00

My parents get married on the year of 1989 January 5. Wow.. It's been a while and I'm 20 now too.. LOL... I don't have anything to give you both. But this is just a simple wish and some editing of the old pictures I took. Hope you both enjoy see the pictures.. When all the memory recalls, it may make you both smile though some are sour but may the sweet memory brighten up your days. =)

This is picture of my daddy when he is young and teenager. The picture with lots of people is his Family..This is picture of my mum when she is young and beautiful.. She look alot of different than now though.. physical size but she still look beautiful. =)

Wedding Pictures
Honeymoon in Thailand

That's Me (From baby to teenager) born 31st December 1989

After me, Aaron born on 14 November 1991
Here comes the naughty Boy, Joshua born on 1 October 1996
The Youngest, Joy born on 11 August 2000
~The Four of Us ~Lim Family grown from year 1989 to 2000 = Full formation of the Family.. =)

It's been 21 years my parents had married. WOW.. that was long~ Anyway, I'm glad that I was born to this family and follow the up and downs that you both face in life. Erm.. thank you for bearing all my flaws all this year.. . Most of all!! Thank you for shower the love of yours to all of us when raising us up. We all love you.. !! God bless our family.

<3>
Crystal, Aaron, Joshua and Joy ^^

I'm Officially 20 before the end of 2009

2009-12-31T13:33:00.004+08:00

Weh....... time past damn fast lor..... It's my day of 20 years in this world... LOL.. I miss every part that is happen before. I learn from the past.. hehehee... I really can't believe that I really ended my teenager years.. hehehehe....... Nah. Hope I become more mature day by day and remember the promise I made to myself.. =)

My Birthday..

2009-12-31T13:25:00.006+08:00

I Can't believe that I just enter my twenties.. LOL.. end the year of my teen is just end like that.. My birthday is not that grand.. I just celebrated with my family.. Just BBQ la.. nothing much.. Anyway.. thanks to my cuzie Valerie for giving me FT Island Album for my birthday present.. like it very much.. <3 and Stephanie thanks for belanjaing me eat steak.. LOL.. thanks to my parents to BBQ for me eat la.. so long didn't BBQ... So, just wait Aaron back kuching again then we BBQ again la.. hehehehe... Oh yeah BTW.. Happy New Year 2010... =)

Jang Geun Suk My Dream Lover

2009-12-26T20:48:00.004+08:00

Thinking about who's my dream lover. Jang Geun Suk is one of my dream lover. He's so adorable and cute. How I wish he is my real boyfriend. I don't mind he is away from me. As long he just spent some time with me by writing email or webcam with me once a while. I mean i don't mind long distance relationship with him as long both of us stay loyal to each other and trust each othrer. I really love him from the first time I see him in Doremifasolatido movie then Baby and Me. Hmm.. then he continues his drama in You're Beautiful. I don't really like his character in that drama but I still love him as he is him. Oh JGS, how i wish you come and see me one day. How can i tell you I love you so much. But I know that artist won't ever see normal people. Nah.. this is just a dream. Anyway, I really hope that my dreams come true that he becomes my lover one day. =D Actually I dream of him few times come and visit me. How I wish its true.

All I want my Christmas is.......

2009-11-29T13:43:00.005+08:00

Tagged from Susannah =)

Rule 1: Must be affordable to many (so please don't state your dream gift like Diamond Ring, brand new car, a pet doggy etc..) Something your friends can afford.

Rule 2: Useful things please. (Don't give me toys.. haiyo.. how old are u? unless!!! You are a girl!! If u are a guy.. I'll Knock your socks off!!!)

Rule 3: Something Ppl can buy off the shelf. (Please lar don't tell me special edition card or book that is no where to be found.. that one wait for your special someone to buy for u..)

Rule 4) At least 10 in the list of gifts.

Hmm.. thinking of what I want for my christmas gift and birthday gift (coz it's near and muka tak malu...)..... *thinking hard*

Here it is.. The list :

1) Prayer from you to my Family and Friends. (Pray for my Dad and Mum good health)

2) Him.. (LOL.. anyone can help me to get HIM????.. )

3) Bag (I want back pack coz I don't have one)

4) Dress (Hmm.. recently i'm looking for one nice dress but I don't know what kind I want because I don't know how to make decision....I don't care it's cheap or what la as long it is nice)

5) Teddy Bear... (I want to hug d or some other things that is soft and nice to hug eh......)

6)The Book of Tommorow by Cecilia Ahern (aiya.. i tink i don't want specify it .. as long is nice books to read la)

7) Twilight gift set box... (Not the book arh.. I already got the whole series edy...... I just want the gift set box... it is so nice... it is something like notebook in it.. Actually I aim for it for so long..)

8) Photo Album (LOL..feel want it suddenly )

9) Chocolate (I crave for it.. Ferero Roche ka??)

10) New handphone (Nokia N79... LOL.. just a list anyway)

Anyway.. to those who want to this tag.. you can do it.. who knows you might get the gift you wanted on christmas or your coming birthday...tee hehehehehe

Father

2009-11-24T00:27:00.007+08:00

Everyone had their own story about their father. They even had many kind of callings to father such as "Dad", "Daddy", "DyDy", "Dy", "Papa", "Pa", "Pop", "Pappy" and "Ah Pa". So far, this is much I heard from my friends calling their father like that. For me, I called my Father, Daddy. I used to called him "Dydy" but soon when I grown up I called him "Daddy".

I had lot of memorable story about my father. My parents married early. They married on the year of January 1989, that time my father was just 21 and my mother was 20. I knew almost everything about my parents. Then my mum give birth to me on the 31 December 1989. So, as you can see why I know alot of their life story. I follow their life from up to downs and downs to up.. LOL..Maybe its because I'm the eldest or I'm to busy body or my memory is to good to remember alot of things.. I wonder where I want to start the story.

I resembles my daddy a lot then my other siblings. Alot of people saying that. I wonder why I wanted to write this today. I know I'm the kind that doesn't show much of caring feeling towards my parents alot. I just want them to know that eventhough I never say "I love you" to them, but in my heart I love them. Do you know why I don't want to say it out, because i don't dare. I fear that I never mean it and fear that I hurt them a lot if I say that I love them but I done the mistakes that they ask me not to do. I know that sometimes my dad hate me of my mis behavior. I know that I'm a stubborn daughter. I know that I always talk back whatever my dad scold me. But in my heart I do listen. But sometimes I want to justifies something that I think is right.

For me, Daddy is someone that earns money for my family living expenses. He is the one that provides house, car, pocket money and other living expenses for all of us. I wonder if without him, will I be in college now? My daddy is a very fun person. He loves to play around with us. He likes to play PS with my brothers (Aaron and Joshua). He likes to tickle all of us. We use to play wrestling on bed with my daddy. He always bring us out for outing during weekends sometimes.

I learn alot of things through my Daddy. He work very hard to keep all of us. He earns all the money to buy good things for us. But he never forgets to spend time with us. My Daddy always give me challenge when I was young. He always ask me to get good grades to claim some goodies from him. I remember the first present he give me for my good grades in UPSR is a Ericson T-10. My first black and white screen handphone. From that time, he do keep on upgrading my handphone model to Nokia 3100, Nokia 8120, Nokia 3120, Nokia 6230, Nokia 6300, and last one N78. WOW.. I realize I change handphone alot of time. Without my Daddy, how will I ever get the chances of having so many kind of handphones to use until now. He is the one that upgrading my pbone.

Sometimes I do wondering, does my dad spoil me alot? Sometimes I'm still so ill mannered and answered him back unreasonable reasons. I know I hurt him alot. And the worst part is I seldom say sorry. I think I should stop writing all my memories here.

What I just want to state that my Daddy is SICK! I think I am strong enough to accept the fact but I fear that something bad might happen. Tomorrow morning he will had angioplasty. Actually he can't breath past few weeks and it really worried all of us. Yesterday he went for check up at Kuching Specialist and doctor really diagnose that he had heart attack which mean that time he had his first heart attack. Thank God that he preserve him until now.

Lord you are the only one I can rely my Daddy on you. There is a verse that makes me strength to overcome my fear.

Deuteronomy 31:6
Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the LORD your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you.

Only God knows. Lord, please guide my Daddy and protect him from any harm. I really can't do anything here for my Family.

Aaron's Birthday (14 November 2009)

2009-11-19T02:01:00.005+08:00

I manage to meet up my brother Aaron in College in the first week and take some pictures.. After few days we go celebrate his birthday on 14 November 2009, then we go to youth meeting together. One of the church member, Julian pick us up at leisure mall.. Oh ya.. we ate alot during that time.. We are SO FULL.. OMG.. first time eat until tat full.. the food we order can eat for 4 person..

This picture we took in front of lecturer's room

We had lunch at Mamak store..

Can you see how big is Aarons foot??

The last food that we order.. Butter bread with chezzy sausages.

Random picture of us.. hehehe.. so cun ler .. tat time both of us wear stripe d shirt.. hehehe

This cup is soo BIG.. we are so full is all because drinking this too la..

The food that we order la..

Aaron eating ramen noodle..

I'm eating rice with tomato sauce chicken and egg.. LOL...

He is emoing because cannot celebrate his birthday with family.. he miss mummy and daddy.. hahahahaha.. joking la... Anyway... this is just a short update what I'm doing in KL recently.. I think I will not upload much picture when blogging. Because my line is so slow uploading the pictures.. urgh... I'm going to die of boredness for 2 week.. @.@

KL.. Here I come..

2009-11-08T03:26:00.004+08:00

I'll be arriving to KL tomorrow afternoon.. hehehehe soI'll be in KL for a month I think.. so I can't wait to meet my college friends.. I really miss my church friends there.. I can't wait to see them soon! I wonder how is everybody now.. huhuh.. anyway.. hope to see everyone soon!!!!!!!!! Nervous attack! Presentations are here!!! wooooooo~ Hmm.. then I wonder where will I be for my coming practical. I hope to come back to Kuching but in a different hospital. Anyway, everything is in God's hand.. He is the one that directs the way!!

Friendship or Hypocrisy

2009-10-31T23:31:00.006+08:00

Tell me what is Friendship means to you guys?

For me friendship means a relationship with full of affection, esteem, respect, trust and loyalty with each other
I love and respect each of every friends. I know all my friends have different characters. But I wonder why they act like this? Is it I'm not good enough for them. Let's say, do I ever lied to them? Have I trick them before? Why they never appreciate a friendship.

Friends sometimes hard to predict.
At first they are very nice to you, then they will ignore your existence in their life.
It really dissapoints me ALOT!
HYPOCRITE?
Wow.. absollutely right!
Friends say like this to you then they will do other when they with other friends.
What they do is that they pretend.
Do I ever pretend and lie to you guys? Do I?
hmm.. anyway... God really helps me to see through whatever is happening to me.

We trust them very much and they just lie to us just like that.
They never consider how we feel.. I wonder why they never think of each others feeling and consider the consequence on choosing that choices.
I trust people easily... but it doesn't mean I trust a person until I don't know which 1 is right and wrong. I trust people without given it a 100% trust.. It seems that I trust you but actually inside me I keep on asking myself whether you are trust able or not!
I got one kind of friend that is very closed to me but when the other friend lied to me, she never tell me. I thought that close friend help each other or she/he never put me as a close friend in their life. How can I find a real friend if this keep happen. How can I trust you guys. It doesn't mean I hate them but just their character. How I wish they know that.

Anyway.. I love all my friends. I just hate their characters I hope they will change.

Video of My dog~

2009-10-13T20:55:00.003+08:00

Oreo's first Birth~~

2009-10-11T00:48:00.004+08:00

9 October 2009 the day the puppies add on to our Lim Family.... The first born is the white one, name as Princess, second is the black puppy name as Ode, and the youngest is the brownish one name as Milo... 3 of them are female puppy.. Anyway.. they all look so cute and adorable...

That's Oreo when she's pregnant.. Can you see that her tummy is big.. ??

That's Tommy.. The Father of this 3 puppies... Cute right? I love them very much... hehehe

If anyone is wondering what breed are them.. They are spitz breed.. They are more to Husky family... You can click the link here... Spitz breed dog wikipedia... There are many types of spitz family.. so we specify it that Tommy is finnish spitz breed. Oh.. they really look just adorable... coz they wouldn't grow up much as other dog.. I got few videos to post up~ so just wait up yeah.. =)

You're Beautiful Korean Drama

2009-09-28T23:04:00.008+08:00

Actually, at first this Go Min Nyu emphasize A.N.Jell group as an Angel! Seriously at first I alsothought that they are angels of all groups! LOL~ They are handsome and yet talented! I love this drama alot.. Maybe because of Jang Geun Suk, Hong Ki, and Yong Hwa inside this drama..!! I highly recommend people to watch this drama!! I can't describe it that much~ It's just my favorite artist in this drama. My first favorite drama is Winter Sonata and Second This You're Beautiful. I like how they plot it up! At first this girl Go Mi Nam, falls for Tae Kyung, but due to this Tae Kyung Ego, it's hard for him to admit that he falls in love with Go Mi Nam.

This is Jang Geun Suk as Tae Kyung, leader of A.N.Jell group. He's the one that falls for Go Mi Nyu supposely twins of Go Mi Nam! Anyway, I love his egoistic ego! Damn, this guy really ego, and don't want to admit that he likes the girl.

This is Young Hwa of CN BLUE group as Shin Woo hyung , guitarist of A.N.JELL. Shin Woo Hyung, he's the first one that knows Go Mi Nam is a girl but he kept it as secret but he tried to reveal it to her slowly but still this girl is still clueless, however he's still protecting her when she's in need. When Go Mi Nyu reveal herself but still he tried to confess his love but still she's clueless...Owh.. I love his protective character. I mean he always by her side when she's in need. But too bad the girl choose the egoistic guy!

This is Lee Hong Ki of FT ISLAND!!! Love his husky voice! LOL.. In this drama, he's a happy go lucky person named Jeremy, who owns a dog name Angelina Jolie. hahahah.. I really like his character so much! Cute and Innocent boy! But still he's in love with Go Mi Nam secretly.

He actually thought himself is gay when he fall for Go Mi Nam, but he's glad that Go Mi Nam is a girl in the end! He's quite upset when he knows that Go Mi Nyu choose Tae Kyung. But still he wants to remain his friendship with him in the end of the story.

This is Park Shin Hye! Star as Go Mi Nyu and Go Mi Nam in this drama. They are twins. Go Mi Nyu supposely become a sister in a church but suddenly Go Mi Nam manager appear in her life to appeal her disguise as Go Mi Nam to sign contract due to Go Mi Nam had some problems in USA. LOL~ Quite unlogic but still I think it's funny.. =P For me, she's quite a clumsy girl who always done some stupid act until Tae Kyung can't stand of her.. LOL.. I just can't accept her clueless attitude toward Shin Woo, but still Shin Woo always by herside no matter what happens.

This guy name Kim Dong Yeon. I think he's new in this korean entertainment. So, this might be he's first start. At here, he act as Go Mi Nam best friend name Dong Joon. He actually likes Go Mi Nam sister Go Mi Nyu. He plan to marry her after he is out from army. He's a pharmacist. He's so sweet. Actually he realize that Go Mi Nam is Go Mi Nyu, he's quite happy and keep on protect her from any problems. Gosh, this Park Shin Hye is so lucky to have this 4 handsome guys chase after in this drama. Anyway, I think this guy is cute. hope to see him in his future work. ^^

I highly recommended this drama to all of you who plan to watch funny and love plot drama. I love all of the OST in this drama. But my favorite is What should I do and Without Words. Gosh, the lyrics are very meaningful in it!

Without Words (You're Beautiful OST)

2009-09-28T21:04:00.004+08:00

I love this drama alot. Nice storyline.. I did not finish watching. But recommend you all to watch it. I love this song by Jang Geuk Seuk, Without words. nice song..

Korean romaji:
ha ji mal gor gu re so
mo run chog he bo ril gol
an bo i nun got cho rom
bol su op nun got cho rom nol
ha ye
bo ji mar gor gu ret na bwa

do mang chir gor gu re so
mot du run chog gu rol gol
dut ji do mot ha nun chog
dur ur su op nun got cho rom
ha ye
ne sa rang dut ji ha nul gol

mal do op shi sa rang ul al ge ha go
mal do op shi sa rang ul ne ge ju go
sum gyor ha na jo cha nor dam ge he no go
i ro ge do mang ga ni ka

mal do op shi sa rang i na rul to na
mal do op shi sa rang i na rul bo ryo
mu sun mar ul hal ji da mun hi bi
hon ja so no lan go ga ta
mal do op shi wa so

we i rok e a pun ji
we ja ku man a pun ji
nol bol su op da nun go
ne ga op da nun go mal go
mo du
ye jon gwa tok ga tun gon de

mal do op shi sa rang ul al ge ha go
mal do op shi sa rang ul ne ge ju go
sum gyor ha na jo cha nor dam ge he no go
i ro ge do mang ga ni ka

mal do op shi sa rang i na rul to na
mal do op shi sa rang i na rul bo ryo
mu sun mar ul hal ji da mun hi bi
hon ja so no lan go ga ta

mal do op shi nun mur i hu lo ne ryo
mal do op shi ga sum i mu no jo ga

mal do op nun sa rang ul gi da ri go
mal do op nun sa rang ul ha pa ha go
nok shi na ga bo ryo ba bo ga dwe bo ryo
ha nul man bo go hu ni ka

mal do op shi i byol i na rul cha ja
mal do op shi hi byol i ne ge wa so
jun bi do mot ha go nol bo ne ya ha nun
ne mam i no lan got ga ta
mal do op shi wa so

mal do op shi wat da ga
mal do op shi to na nun
ji na gan yol byong cho rom
jam shi a pu myon dwe na bwa
ja ku
hyung to man nam ge dwe ni ka

English Translations:

I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you’re not here anymore
Otherwise it’s the same as before

Love is Punishment by K. Will

2009-08-14T17:44:00.005+08:00

Perhaps if I have never encountered you, it would have been the best
If I had need been living in another world
If I had need to become strangers in life
It will not have been left with this inflicting pain in my heart

Each day & each day forgetting you
Each day & each day abandoned you
In the midst of my heart deeply concealing something that I cant really openly shout about of my love

It seems all along I have always thought that love was bliss & happiness
Unable to beyond words that love is heavens render punishment
I just have to love you & my heart will shiver & tremble
This is just living by wiping off tears

My mind I have already forgotten you
My speech I have already forgotten you
Occasionally drinking to drunken stupor
But afraid that I will utter my love for you
Really fear that

It seems all along I have always thought that love was bliss & happiness
Unable to beyond words that love is heavens render punishment
I just have to love you & my heart will shiver & tremble
This is just living by wiping off tears

Dream will I able to love you?
Crying & weeping to my sleep
Awake, each day return to that of the former

Love is to love you
When you arent around, stealing mutter to say i love you
Afraid that when you heard that, you will run away
Obscure silence inadvertently in loving you

This song is really nice.. so into it.. is is the ost for the Shining Inheritance Korean Drama. It is a korean song and have been translated to english...

Joy's Birthday Celebration

2009-08-11T20:16:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday To My Sis!

She is very happy that this year, I able to celebrate her birthday with her this year. LOL.. She invited few friend of mine which is Belinda and Hwang Yee.. But too bad not much picture of theirs.. Mostly are my cousins picture.. And here it is:

That's me, Belinda and her brother Bryan..

Outing with Cousin Valerie and Bro Joshua..

2009-08-09T21:25:00.006+08:00

This is the few picture's we took while we go out on the Saturday on the 8 August 2009. In the Afternoon, Daddy brought us to eat at Song Kheng Hai Hawker Centre.. Then, we head back home again.. After that, we plan to go Kuching Festival with my friend Belinda but too bad she can't coz she is helping her mum that time.. So, there's only me, Joshua and Valerie going there.. We thought want to go there see the concert.. but last last, we didn't watch it.. lol.. it's not because of no place of sitting or standing.. We do sit on that place, but the fact is we can't stand the heat.. hahahahahah.. so we change our plan of watching concert to Shopping at Kenyalang Park... We shop for CD~~ hahahahaha....

This are the few pictures we take that day:

Welcome to my Garden oh~

That's Joshua and Me post.. I gain a lot of weight eh.. @@

Cute Joshua with man made waterfall..

Help me....... I'm going to fall soon... LOL..

Attention... Come and enjoy my garden yeah~

Valerie: Shua arh, how to go to your bridge liao.. I'm lost eh...
Joshua: Aiyo,, so eady la.. just use your handphone GPS then can find liao la... my bridge so popular d..

Joshua: You see! So easy to find my bridge...
Warning~~This bridge is owned by Joshua Lim..hahahaha.. He is the Samseng eh.. no one dares to step on his bridge....@.@
Valerie: Kek Tiok la.. He owned d bo...

After a long Journey.. Joshua and Valerie had their rest under the pondok....
Joshua: Eh, Val arh... u hungry boi??
Valerie: Erm.. quite hungry edy.. let's go eat...
The first person who show off his ice cream goreng... Unbelievable ... the ice cream is not melt even it is being cook...
That's Val.. Enjoying her ice cream goreng.. Nice eh.... I also got la.. but I don't pose for it.. LOL..

Glad that we had the time roaming around the Garden Park.. hahahahaha... The Garden really had a beautiful scenery....

Happy 21st Birthday To Stephanie Ng...

2009-08-09T16:31:00.003+08:00

Happy Blessed Birthday!!

Happy Blessed Birthday to My Best Friend and A good Sister to me.. I am glad that I've know her for many years. Eventhough we both go in a separate ways but our relationship will always remain the same.... Thanks for everything...

Food

2009-08-02T22:36:00.008+08:00

Food Updates for my Bro Aaron who misses Kuching food alot.. LOL...Nah.. This is the food that I crave alot when I'm away from home..

Belacan Bee Hoon form Song Kheng Hai Hawker Centre..

Laksa from Desa Wira

Curry Rice from Bau (Rita Kopitiam)

Char mee and Kueh tiaw with bull eye egg from Hui Sing Hawker Centre

Char Bee Hoon from Hui Sing Hawker Centre

Kio Chap Kueh Tiaw or so called Tomato Kueh Tiaw

Satay and Ketupat... I miss this taste so much from Satay House

Ronze come back home.. The food is await for you here.. hahahaha... =P

First Time Webcam with My Bro while he is Away from Home...

2009-08-01T22:05:00.003+08:00

Today, my brother Aaron got the time to talk with us on the webcam.. hehehehehe. firstly, he talk to my Mama, Kong Kong, Daddy, Joy and Joshua.. After that, he ask me to show around the house... LOL.. lastly... his last wish is to see Tommy and Oreo...

Then, we continue conversation again. This is what we've done, after getting a long conversation.... The outcomes:

This is the picture my bro and I took off our picture in webcam.. This is my mum's idea.. ask us to took off the spec... @@

Others are randomly took.. act cute face d all of it.. hahahahahaha.. Anyway, glad that we had the time to talk... wakakakakaka... Miss you orh Ronze..... =P