You're Just A Star~

You're just a star!
A star that I just can see your from afar,
Where everyone wish to have it,
I'm sure once I have you I'll treasure it.

But still I only can see you as a star,
You're unreachable,
and only can be admire,
Somehow, I just have the feeling,
that you did loved me but something stop us~
Maybe we're in different world.

Anyway,you'll always in my memory,
and kept you in my heart,
Where you used to be someone special to me.

I just have to let it be,
another memory of mine,
even though it's hard,
I'll just have to be strong,
to live on with my life.

I don't think you would look at me,
even I try so hard to reach for you,
or maybe you know but you ignore it,
At least you did show some appreciation,
and i do understand what's my limit..

I guess that’s just part of loving people,
to get your attention, I have give up some of my time to you,
But, at the end, I just have to give you up and let you go,
for you have make your choice to love her more~

What can I do is just to wish you the best with your loved ones,
even though I feel so hurt deep inside,
Loving a person doesn't meant that we have to be with that person,
Seeing them happy with their loved one would be something right to do..

On the process of moving on~ This came across my mind.. A poem that is specially made just for you~

It seems I fall in love

I know it’s strange, that something’s wrong with me
If I’m thinking about you, my Left chest is keep hurting hurting
Without any reason

I try to ignore it, I hold my breath on propose
Even I live my life busily, I can’t focus at all
All day I keep thinking about you

It seems I fall in love
I think I like you
It’s okay, even only to see you
Enough to make me keep smiling

I can’t hide it
Become like this, perhaps It’s love
Because of you, I’m hurting painfully
Because of you, I’m laughing

It’s not a big deal, but I keep smiling
Even without saying anything or any reason to be nervous
I know, I know, I think now I know oh~

If I think about you, my heart is racing
My heart is keep pounding, without one I’m excited
If I can’t see you for one day

I’m not afraid, even I lose many things
If you’re by my side, I’m happy
Because of love, because I love you

Because I fall in love
I become greedy
If I can’t see you for a moment
I will curious like crazy

I can’t help it
Become like this, I think It’s love
Because of you I feel like going to die
Because of you I feel alive

Today i don't feel Good~

I think you might be having someone in ur life after I saw ur previous status in FB.... I should back up~ huhuhuhu.. It hurts but I just have to know the fact~ Seriously, so far I come back to Kuching, you're the only one that capture my heart... Someone different from others~ Maybe I'm not your type.. I just have to accept that.. But at least before I end this month and forget you, I should see you at least once before you're leaving Kuching~ I miss you~ T.T

1st Time Hair Coloring~

That's d material I used to Colored my hair, First I used this Bubble hair Color (Sweet Apricot) . Gosh, this is so easy for everyone.. XD Especially to those who love to DIY~ Hmm.. I'm kinda worry that the color can't enter to my hair due to my hair is toooo dark~ But at least it do look a bit orange brown on my hair.. After hair coloring, which is like Bubble wash on my hair, I rinse it off with shampoo and apply hair conditioner, Th en I dry it up with hair dryer and put th
e hair milk or also know as moisturizer which is provided in the box... After that, spray your hair with this Liese Juice Shower which it smells like Berry~ XD

Tadah!!! That's my hair outcome~ Not that bright~ But I love it~ New looks for New Thoughts~ I should Move On~ XD

I just love my wavy hair~ And now it looks a bit brownish~ Do i look like Korean? XP ahahahah~

Oh ya, I even bought lipstick, eyeliner and eye mascara for myself, since Boulevard is having sale, and it's worth to buy~ I bought them since mine eyeliner is finish~ XD I don't use much make up things, I just used face cream, eyeliner, mascara and lipstick when I feel wanna used or when hang out with friends or some special occasions~ Working bare face.. ahahah No make up~ xD~ I shop around Boulevard myself after work.. Hmm.. I used to it~

Normally all this things I would be using for a long time.. ahahahahaha~ XD I think my MAC eyeshadow still have alot.. coz i seldom used it... ^^

Deep thoughts~

I should let go the stupid feeling.. ahahahahahahahaha~ You know what last 2 days which is on his birthday, I do something stupid.. I mean like passing him birthday present.. ahahahahah..... I thought wanna pass it to him personally but somehow, he's working and he's not at home I don't think I'm going to meet him there.. and what i do I just pass the gift to his housemate which I think that is kinda weird where i even ask is that his house.. LOL~ Good thing, there is someone telling me where is it.. Or else, I don't even know it's the exact place.. I thought wanna see him.. Freaking miss him~ Everyday, my thought is fill with him.. @@ Do I ever pass through ur thought? Did i scare you? What I'm happy about is that you like the gift.. I hope that is sincere from your heart~