I try to blend in your world~

I tried to blend in your world. But somehow I don't think I can.. Once in a while is ok but always I can't.. Kinda tiring.. The only thought I went there is just to meet you only.. Not much to do there except I enjoy the music there.. Seeing my friends funny doings.. ahahaha.. AND the only thought when I go there is ONLY YOU! Slaps myself.. How I wish I can be by your side always that's the only thing I want.. ahahahahaha... insane me.. I just hate myself of loving you.. ==