Dreaming Again~

How I wish to listen to your voice when I miss you~ I feel wanna call you..... but somehow I think you're avoiding me.. if only you call me... I thought i forgotten you.. last night I dreamt about you again.. why I keep on dreaming of you.. I really don't understand.. When think back I used to hate you and easily get annoyed but you.. and actually I had lotsa post but you previously.. Nasty things I said about you.. but I deleted it.. when I recall it back.. I was kinda foolish I hate you but somehow, I start to like you, and your flaws seems like nothing to me.. == I mean I tolerate with it.. I thought I don't wanna talk to you but I talk to you again.. == I thought to forget you, but somehow you give me hope again. Nah~ I'm talking nonsense again.. I think I'm the one that keep on thinking of you hoping nothing.. I hope that you'll be ok.. hope that you can move on slowly, or i can even hope that you can get her back.. I'll be ok as long you're happy with your decisions.. I rather be your best friend forever.. ^^ I wish to talk to you..... lotsa of things.....if only you call me...