I'm sick....

Let's recall back what have I done today.. XD~ I wake up at 7.45 am.. believe it or not.. I go to work at 8.15 am.. hahahahah and arrive at my working place 8.35 am.. I've late 5 minutes.. first thing I do, fill up our ice cooler.. that's what I do every day in the morning... then check on the store to see whether all the things in order... then, if i got the time, i'll take out all the assessment for today's patient.. Basically, assitant don't treat patients, but good thing my boss allow me, but sometime you would feel that it's not my job.. hahaha maybe due to my salary is low.. but i have to think positive too coz i have to gain more experience for this field...I know I seldom talk about my job coz the time I was in this job I'm kinda regret I didn't choose the best salary which is in KL.. XD Nah.. I can't turn back my regret.. I at times think I'm stupid making such a fool decisions.. The Reason I stayed here because of my family, I scared if there is anything happen here it would be easy where I am near to them rather then seeing them and hear what has happen there... I couldn't take it when I heard my dad was sick previously and I've done nothing... Oops, back to today's topic...Ok, my flu getting worst.. LOL~ My fluid from nose is dripping out~ I'm kinda tired now but still I want to make my self a routine to write out what's happening in my life for a day, it's kinda refresh to think back what has happen in our life.. from there we can learn from mistakes.. You know what My butt cramp during the afternoon when I talked to patients.. I'm was shock coz I ever had that pain last few years which make me can't walk for a week, i don't even dare to move coz I can't feel anything on my leg, it's like something pulling on my leg~ DAMN my sciatica got worst.. but thank God, I manage to pull it and the pain goes off.. that time I feel wanna cry out but I was talking to the patient, i try to talk to them while pulling my leg.. == Good thing I didn't cry out or shout.. I was sooooo nervous actually but good thing my pain is off... hahahaha~ I still do remember last time I can't walk I force myself to walk just to go college and see someone I admire for a long time.. hahahaha~ I mean it's worth to see him coz I cure my own leg...hahahaha.. I'm glad I'm in a college with him last time eventhough it's about 2 months.. LOL~ DAMN, talking craps again.. hahaha... while working, I do think back why you doing this to me, avoiding me is it? == I mean if you hate me just say it out la... then I won't be so troubling thinking of it.... XD We can't force a person to like us right, Love is all about two person working it out... ^^ if one fails , both will never had the relationships work it well, it's all about understanding and enduring each others weakness. hahahaha ~ i think i talk nonsense again.. But still I'm going to miss every moments I spent with my family and friends coz we can't turn back the time....