I never ever had this happen to me...

I should go to the wall and bang myself... I gather up all my courage to call you but somehow you ignore it makes me freaking sad... I think I should just give up!! Give up! I cry to sleep............== Exactly.... I need someone to SLAP me up to REALITY!! anyway I think i'm not your type. Wish you happy with your future wife.. XD We can't force a person to love us~ Maybe I don't have much courage to face you anymore.. Seriously, I'm tired of this feeling already.. I wanna get rid of it.... So, I'm going to be a new person by tommorow.. XD