I don't know how to describe my feeling

LOL~ I think I'm going to be crazy soon~ I'm so happy to see you but somehow, something makes me annoyed.. hmm.. I'm soo sorry I'm not the kind that express to much~ I think I'm tooo NAIVE.. LOL~ Naive in this things.. I just let it be.. I don't want to think so much bout it anymore ever since I saw you brought someone with you. Maybe, that person is important to you.. Anyway wish you all the best with that person.. I don't have any much courage to approach you anymore and I'm tired of that feeling... Coz the more I care bout you the more I don't dare to approach you coz I'm scare.. so, I shall let go so the feeling of no courage will be gone.. XD So, we can be friends forever hahahahaha..^^