I wonder if you hurt like me by 2am

Hangul Lyrics:
haru jongil ni saenggakman hada ga
han ga dak nunmuri, meotdaero jureureuk heureunda
georeum georeum ni moseubi bal byeoseo
ireul hada gado, nado moreuge tto heureunda

(Ohh oh oh oh ohh) noraereul bulleo do
(Ohh oh oh oh ohh) georireul georeo do
(Ohh oh oh oh ohh) ontong ni saenggak ppun inde

neodo, na cheoreom ireohke apeunji
neodo, na cheoreom nunmul na neunji
neodo, haru jongil ireohke
chueoke saneunji, Oh kkok na cheoreom

eokjirado useul il cham manheunde
taeyeob inhyeong cheoreom, ju eojin il cheoreom utneun da

(Ohh oh oh oh ohh) TV reul boa do
(Ohh oh oh oh ohh) chingureul ana do
(Ohh oh oh oh ohh) ontong ni saenggak ppun inde

neodo, na cheoreom ireohke apeunji
neodo, na cheoreom nunmul na neunji
neodo, haru jongil ireohke
chueoke saneunji, Oh kkok na cheoreom

mae ireul useu nikka
utneun moseub man boyeo ju nikka naega, haengbok han julman ana bwa
eotteohke useo naega, eotteohke useo, niga eobt neunde
useo do useo do, nunmuri tto heulleo

neodo, na cheoreom ireohke apeunji
neodo, na cheoreom nunmul na neunji
neodo, haru jongil ireohke
chueoke saneunji, Oh kkok na cheoreom

English Translation:
As I think only of you all day
A single stream of tears flow on its own

Step by step, I see you
So even as I work, tears flow without me knowing

Even when I sing
Even when I walk the streets
I’m filled with thoughts of you

* I wonder if you hurt like me
I wonder if you cry like me
I wonder if you live all day in memories like me

There are many things to laugh about forcibly
Like a wind-up doll, like it’s my job, I laugh

Even when I watch TV
Even when I meet my friends
I’m filled with thoughts of you

* repeat

Because I smile every day
Because I show my smiles,
They think I am happy
But how can I smile, how can I smile without you
I smile and I smile but tears flow again

I choose to love you by Hyorin (Sistar)

My hot lips want to touch your soft lips
So that my love will be delivered to your heart

If you still haven't known how I felt
I will love you more than anyone in this world

I will love you until always, I will love you
Like this moment right now, more than anyone in this world
I will love you

I can arouse your curiosity by saying difficult words
I can spend this night with that common game

But I want you to know my heart now
I will love you more than anyone in this world

Severely by FT Island (4th Mini Album)

Letting you go without any expressions, as if it's nothing,
I practice doing that every day but it's still awkward,
I also practice how to cry while smiling but
I feel like my trembling voice giving it away quickly,
Loving is probably better than breaking up,
probably hundred or thousand times more difficult,
But I'm a fool that can't live without you,
What do you want me to do,

Seriously, I love you severely,
I don't even breath, and looked around for you,
I don't know when will i'll be able to stop,
Seriously, I guess I love you too severely,
I think I letting you go is more severe than dying,

No matter how much it hurts, everyday I practiced,
Trying to get used spending each day as if nothings happen,
I don't think I can forget you anyway,
Even if I'm sick with an incurable disease,
I'm a fool that can't live without you,
What do you want me to do?

Seriously, I love you severely,
I don't even breath, and looked around for you,
I don't know when will i'll be able to stop,
Seriously, I guess I love you too severely,
I think I letting you go is more severe than dying,


If this was how it's going to be, I shouldn't have loved,
When will i forget you,

Foolishly, I guess I loved you foolishly,
Because of you I can't even dream of another love,
I'm a fool that only knows you,
What do you want me to do?

Severely, I guess we broke up severely,
What's so hard about saying goodbye that I can't even open my lips and am hesitating,
Severely, I guess we broke up severely,
You remain deeper than a scar in my heart so I can't even erase you.

You're Just A Star~

You're just a star!
A star that I just can see your from afar,
Where everyone wish to have it,
I'm sure once I have you I'll treasure it.

But still I only can see you as a star,
You're unreachable,
and only can be admire,
Somehow, I just have the feeling,
that you did loved me but something stop us~
Maybe we're in different world.

Anyway,you'll always in my memory,
and kept you in my heart,
Where you used to be someone special to me.

I just have to let it be,
another memory of mine,
even though it's hard,
I'll just have to be strong,
to live on with my life.

I don't think you would look at me,
even I try so hard to reach for you,
or maybe you know but you ignore it,
At least you did show some appreciation,
and i do understand what's my limit..

I guess that’s just part of loving people,
to get your attention, I have give up some of my time to you,
But, at the end, I just have to give you up and let you go,
for you have make your choice to love her more~

What can I do is just to wish you the best with your loved ones,
even though I feel so hurt deep inside,
Loving a person doesn't meant that we have to be with that person,
Seeing them happy with their loved one would be something right to do..

On the process of moving on~ This came across my mind.. A poem that is specially made just for you~

It seems I fall in love

I know it’s strange, that something’s wrong with me
If I’m thinking about you, my Left chest is keep hurting hurting
Without any reason

I try to ignore it, I hold my breath on propose
Even I live my life busily, I can’t focus at all
All day I keep thinking about you

It seems I fall in love
I think I like you
It’s okay, even only to see you
Enough to make me keep smiling

I can’t hide it
Become like this, perhaps It’s love
Because of you, I’m hurting painfully
Because of you, I’m laughing

It’s not a big deal, but I keep smiling
Even without saying anything or any reason to be nervous
I know, I know, I think now I know oh~

If I think about you, my heart is racing
My heart is keep pounding, without one I’m excited
If I can’t see you for one day

I’m not afraid, even I lose many things
If you’re by my side, I’m happy
Because of love, because I love you

Because I fall in love
I become greedy
If I can’t see you for a moment
I will curious like crazy

I can’t help it
Become like this, I think It’s love
Because of you I feel like going to die
Because of you I feel alive

Today i don't feel Good~

I think you might be having someone in ur life after I saw ur previous status in FB.... I should back up~ huhuhuhu.. It hurts but I just have to know the fact~ Seriously, so far I come back to Kuching, you're the only one that capture my heart... Someone different from others~ Maybe I'm not your type.. I just have to accept that.. But at least before I end this month and forget you, I should see you at least once before you're leaving Kuching~ I miss you~ T.T

1st Time Hair Coloring~

That's d material I used to Colored my hair, First I used this Bubble hair Color (Sweet Apricot) . Gosh, this is so easy for everyone.. XD Especially to those who love to DIY~ Hmm.. I'm kinda worry that the color can't enter to my hair due to my hair is toooo dark~ But at least it do look a bit orange brown on my hair.. After hair coloring, which is like Bubble wash on my hair, I rinse it off with shampoo and apply hair conditioner, Th en I dry it up with hair dryer and put th
e hair milk or also know as moisturizer which is provided in the box... After that, spray your hair with this Liese Juice Shower which it smells like Berry~ XD

Tadah!!! That's my hair outcome~ Not that bright~ But I love it~ New looks for New Thoughts~ I should Move On~ XD

I just love my wavy hair~ And now it looks a bit brownish~ Do i look like Korean? XP ahahahah~

Oh ya, I even bought lipstick, eyeliner and eye mascara for myself, since Boulevard is having sale, and it's worth to buy~ I bought them since mine eyeliner is finish~ XD I don't use much make up things, I just used face cream, eyeliner, mascara and lipstick when I feel wanna used or when hang out with friends or some special occasions~ Working bare face.. ahahah No make up~ xD~ I shop around Boulevard myself after work.. Hmm.. I used to it~

Normally all this things I would be using for a long time.. ahahahahaha~ XD I think my MAC eyeshadow still have alot.. coz i seldom used it... ^^